1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:13,416 --> 00:00:16,750 (grunting) 4 00:00:24,625 --> 00:00:27,791 (bright guitar music) 5 00:00:51,625 --> 00:00:53,625 (heavy breathing) 6 00:00:55,000 --> 00:00:57,083 (laughs) 7 00:00:59,125 --> 00:01:02,750 (bright guitar music continues) 8 00:01:19,208 --> 00:01:21,291 (heavy breathing) 9 00:02:10,833 --> 00:02:13,500 (phone ringing) 10 00:02:21,291 --> 00:02:22,125 - Shit. 11 00:02:24,916 --> 00:02:27,833 Sorry I must have fallen asleep. 12 00:02:29,583 --> 00:02:32,500 I don't know why those girls would take a sofa. 13 00:02:32,500 --> 00:02:33,708 You're right, they were crazy. 14 00:02:40,583 --> 00:02:42,500 Hey I'm really sorry there was ah... 15 00:02:46,166 --> 00:02:47,041 what are you doing here? 16 00:02:47,041 --> 00:02:49,083 - I'm here because I care about you, 17 00:02:49,083 --> 00:02:50,416 that's why we're all here. 18 00:03:01,583 --> 00:03:03,250 - Is this about the sofa? 19 00:03:03,250 --> 00:03:04,250 - It's about everything Gabriel, 20 00:03:04,250 --> 00:03:08,416 it's setting stuff on fire, driving around in a hearse, 21 00:03:08,416 --> 00:03:10,666 frittering away the money that mom left you 22 00:03:10,666 --> 00:03:12,916 to play in this group. 23 00:03:14,041 --> 00:03:17,625 I mean have you ever paid rent? 24 00:03:18,916 --> 00:03:20,333 - Yeah I was gonna pay it back. 25 00:03:20,333 --> 00:03:23,500 - It's alright man, this isn't any of your business. 26 00:03:23,500 --> 00:03:24,416 Alright it's my money. 27 00:03:24,416 --> 00:03:26,625 - Do you ever wonder what happened to your friends, 28 00:03:26,625 --> 00:03:27,458 your girlfriend? 29 00:03:27,458 --> 00:03:29,333 - I don't have time for girlfriends, 30 00:03:29,333 --> 00:03:32,500 and these are my friends, Alice, and we're gonna be big. 31 00:03:32,500 --> 00:03:33,625 Alright? We're gonna be huge. 32 00:03:33,625 --> 00:03:36,208 - Shut up will yah, both of yah. 33 00:03:38,625 --> 00:03:40,916 This meeting is happening because you're out of control. 34 00:03:40,916 --> 00:03:43,958 - Rock and roll is supposed to be out of control Pearse, 35 00:03:43,958 --> 00:03:48,791 I mean, why do you think she keeps coming to our gigs? 36 00:03:48,791 --> 00:03:52,541 - For the last time Nevo is not coming to our gigs. 37 00:03:52,541 --> 00:03:55,416 There's no pop stars coming to our gigs. 38 00:03:55,416 --> 00:03:57,000 You're a good drummer man. 39 00:03:57,000 --> 00:03:58,750 - Yeah thanks. 40 00:03:58,750 --> 00:04:00,875 - There's plenty of other good drummers out there. 41 00:04:01,916 --> 00:04:04,416 You need to get your act together right now. 42 00:04:04,416 --> 00:04:07,000 - You just need to maybe cut back on the booze and spliff. 43 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:09,125 - That is not what we agreed. 44 00:04:09,125 --> 00:04:09,958 - [Toss] He deserves a chance. 45 00:04:09,958 --> 00:04:11,958 - Are you both deluded too? 46 00:04:11,958 --> 00:04:15,000 - We all know he needs to clean up his act and he will, 47 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:15,916 won't you man? 48 00:04:15,916 --> 00:04:18,041 - He's sick for Christ sake. 49 00:04:24,000 --> 00:04:27,416 (door opens) (car tires squealing) 50 00:04:31,958 --> 00:04:36,416 (light guitar music) 51 00:04:44,166 --> 00:04:49,166 ♪ Slow down there's nothing after you ♪ 52 00:04:49,750 --> 00:04:54,750 ♪ Back down, there's nothing after you ♪ 53 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:59,708 ♪ Calm down, there's nothing after you ♪ 54 00:04:59,708 --> 00:05:04,708 ♪ After you ♪ 55 00:05:05,125 --> 00:05:10,125 ♪ Slow down, there's nothing after you ♪ 56 00:05:10,416 --> 00:05:15,416 ♪ Calm down, there's nothing after you ♪ 57 00:05:15,708 --> 00:05:20,583 ♪ Calm down, there's nothing after you ♪ 58 00:05:20,583 --> 00:05:25,583 ♪ After you ♪ 59 00:05:26,291 --> 00:05:33,125 ♪ Yeah, there's nothing after you ♪ 60 00:05:35,916 --> 00:05:41,083 ♪ Slow down, there's nothing after you ♪ 61 00:05:41,083 --> 00:05:46,083 ♪ Back down, there's nothing after you ♪ 62 00:05:46,416 --> 00:05:51,125 ♪ Calm down, there's nothing after you ♪ 63 00:05:51,125 --> 00:05:56,125 ♪ After you ♪ 64 00:05:56,875 --> 00:06:01,666 ♪ Slow down, there's nothing after you ♪ 65 00:06:01,666 --> 00:06:03,125 ♪ Back down ♪ 66 00:06:03,125 --> 00:06:04,166 - [Gabriel] I'm really sorry. 67 00:06:05,583 --> 00:06:07,708 - This is the last thing I'm doing for you Gabriel. 68 00:06:08,541 --> 00:06:10,333 I've kids of my own now, they're my priority. 69 00:06:10,333 --> 00:06:11,291 - I know. 70 00:06:13,916 --> 00:06:15,416 (Door opens) 71 00:06:15,416 --> 00:06:16,750 - Alice. 72 00:06:16,750 --> 00:06:18,541 - Thank you so much for seeing us. 73 00:06:20,333 --> 00:06:24,958 - Gabriel, now let's do this 74 00:06:24,958 --> 00:06:25,833 the right way huh. 75 00:06:28,125 --> 00:06:29,958 - Are there side effects? 76 00:06:29,958 --> 00:06:31,166 - [Dr. Flahavan] There are side effects with most 77 00:06:31,166 --> 00:06:34,416 medications, hopefully your brother's won't be too severe. 78 00:06:35,916 --> 00:06:38,166 - How long will I be on these for? 79 00:06:38,166 --> 00:06:40,833 - Well let's see how you react, 80 00:06:40,833 --> 00:06:42,208 you may need to switch your dosage 81 00:06:42,208 --> 00:06:43,333 or change you to something else. 82 00:06:43,333 --> 00:06:44,958 - I mean on anything? 83 00:06:44,958 --> 00:06:47,000 - Oh I imagine you'll be on some form of medication 84 00:06:47,000 --> 00:06:48,291 for the rest of your life. 85 00:06:49,666 --> 00:06:52,541 It's not such a big deal, lots of people are 86 00:06:52,541 --> 00:06:53,666 for one thing or another. 87 00:06:54,541 --> 00:06:57,208 I mean I take medication myself every day, 88 00:06:57,208 --> 00:07:00,416 blood pressure, that's what runs in my family. 89 00:07:00,416 --> 00:07:01,416 Luck of the draw. 90 00:07:03,208 --> 00:07:04,791 I'm also gonna recommend that you take part 91 00:07:04,791 --> 00:07:07,000 in a mixed ability football game, 92 00:07:07,000 --> 00:07:09,500 it's set up by a former colleague of mine, 93 00:07:09,500 --> 00:07:11,041 Eric Vasser. 94 00:07:11,041 --> 00:07:11,875 - Football? 95 00:07:11,875 --> 00:07:14,666 - Physical exercise would be so therapeutic for you. 96 00:07:14,666 --> 00:07:17,833 Plus it may help combat any side effects you may experience. 97 00:07:18,958 --> 00:07:20,291 Your mother once told me you used to be 98 00:07:20,291 --> 00:07:21,416 quite a handy player. 99 00:07:24,916 --> 00:07:25,750 (players shouting) 100 00:07:25,750 --> 00:07:26,625 - [Eric] Nice and easy now. 101 00:07:28,166 --> 00:07:30,416 Nice touch, good touch Shawn. 102 00:07:31,916 --> 00:07:34,083 Yeah trap and tap, trap and tap. 103 00:07:35,500 --> 00:07:36,333 - [Gabriel] Eric? 104 00:07:38,416 --> 00:07:39,291 - Gabriel right? 105 00:07:39,291 --> 00:07:40,125 - Yeah. 106 00:07:40,125 --> 00:07:41,583 - Remind me why you're here again? 107 00:07:41,583 --> 00:07:44,083 - Just been over indulging a bit. 108 00:07:48,125 --> 00:07:50,166 - Bipolar with psychotic and delusional episodes 109 00:07:50,166 --> 00:07:51,000 it says here. 110 00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:54,458 It's nothing to be ashamed of. 111 00:07:54,458 --> 00:07:56,416 Grab a blue bib let's get you sweating. 112 00:07:57,333 --> 00:08:00,500 (gentle guitar music) 113 00:08:03,000 --> 00:08:04,666 [Eric] Well done Robert, nice touch, 114 00:08:04,666 --> 00:08:06,208 that's it yeah, nice and gentle. 115 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:09,583 Yeah nice one guys. 116 00:08:11,250 --> 00:08:12,416 Nice and soft. 117 00:08:17,500 --> 00:08:21,250 Yeah, keep the ball down, keep the ball down. 118 00:08:24,750 --> 00:08:28,041 Yeah right to your partners foot, good stuff. 119 00:08:31,791 --> 00:08:33,541 Okay let's get this match started. 120 00:08:33,541 --> 00:08:34,708 (whistle blowing) 121 00:08:38,750 --> 00:08:40,125 Keep the energy levels up. 122 00:08:41,875 --> 00:08:43,208 Well done Christopher. 123 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:46,833 [Eric] Wonderful. 124 00:08:50,291 --> 00:08:51,791 Great save, well played. 125 00:08:55,625 --> 00:08:57,416 Yeah don't mark the man, mark the ball. 126 00:09:03,708 --> 00:09:05,208 - I was in control of the ball. 127 00:09:05,208 --> 00:09:06,500 - What are you doing, you could have broken my leg, 128 00:09:06,500 --> 00:09:07,333 I'm a drummer. 129 00:09:07,333 --> 00:09:08,791 - Accidents happen some times in football. 130 00:09:08,791 --> 00:09:10,416 You're not allowed to touch me. 131 00:09:10,416 --> 00:09:11,583 - Oh but you're allowed to break my leg? 132 00:09:11,583 --> 00:09:12,416 - [Eric] Lads. 133 00:09:12,416 --> 00:09:13,666 - You're not allowed to touch me I said. 134 00:09:13,666 --> 00:09:17,250 - Hey, say you're sorry for hurting him. 135 00:09:17,250 --> 00:09:18,958 - I'm not saying sorry to that freak. 136 00:09:18,958 --> 00:09:20,291 - Well then get out. 137 00:09:20,291 --> 00:09:21,166 Go on you're not welcome. 138 00:09:21,166 --> 00:09:24,500 - Fine, you're all shit anyway. 139 00:09:29,333 --> 00:09:30,791 - He had no right to do that to yah. 140 00:09:31,875 --> 00:09:33,250 - [Christopher] I was in control of the ball. 141 00:09:40,625 --> 00:09:42,333 - You okay about what happened today with that new guy? 142 00:09:43,458 --> 00:09:45,750 - Well he doesn't understand the rules. 143 00:09:45,750 --> 00:09:48,416 - No that's right, he didn't understand them at all. 144 00:09:50,875 --> 00:09:52,500 (car engine revving) 145 00:09:58,708 --> 00:10:00,250 (knocking on door) 146 00:10:01,958 --> 00:10:03,750 - We're gonna be late for rehearsal. 147 00:10:08,500 --> 00:10:10,125 (knocking on door) 148 00:10:14,708 --> 00:10:16,000 [Toss] You look wrecked man. 149 00:10:17,166 --> 00:10:18,500 - Just give me a hand will yah. 150 00:10:26,125 --> 00:10:28,333 - If this is what clean living looks like, 151 00:10:28,333 --> 00:10:29,541 remind me never to try it. 152 00:10:31,041 --> 00:10:34,041 (upbeat rock music) 153 00:10:52,041 --> 00:10:54,791 (gentle snoring) 154 00:11:01,083 --> 00:11:03,458 - I really don't know what to tell you Gabriel. 155 00:11:06,208 --> 00:11:10,416 Yes I do have colleagues who believe that 156 00:11:10,416 --> 00:11:13,333 intensive counseling and therapy can be an effective 157 00:11:13,333 --> 00:11:16,333 alternative to medication for some clients. 158 00:11:16,333 --> 00:11:19,041 I also have colleagues who prescribe yoga, 159 00:11:19,041 --> 00:11:22,541 but in your particular case any regime 160 00:11:22,541 --> 00:11:25,500 other then the clinically proven route we've agreed 161 00:11:25,500 --> 00:11:28,125 would be a huge gamble. 162 00:11:28,125 --> 00:11:31,416 - I can't play drums like this, I'm gonna have to stop 163 00:11:31,416 --> 00:11:32,416 taking these meds. 164 00:11:32,416 --> 00:11:34,458 - Mr Vasser's football should be starting to help 165 00:11:34,458 --> 00:11:35,416 with the fatigue. 166 00:11:35,416 --> 00:11:37,666 - Yeah well that didn't really work out. 167 00:11:37,666 --> 00:11:38,833 - [Dr. Flahavan] You've stopped going to his sessions? 168 00:11:38,833 --> 00:11:40,083 - It's just football. 169 00:11:41,333 --> 00:11:44,750 - It's an integral element of the therapeutic regime 170 00:11:44,750 --> 00:11:45,583 we set for you. 171 00:11:45,583 --> 00:11:48,083 - Yeah it's just I don't remember you prescribing 172 00:11:48,083 --> 00:11:50,250 special needs football for my mom. 173 00:11:52,125 --> 00:11:53,875 Or doing anything else that worked. 174 00:11:55,625 --> 00:11:57,000 - After your mother died. 175 00:11:57,000 --> 00:11:58,458 - After she killed herself. 176 00:12:00,208 --> 00:12:02,750 - When she succumbed to her illness 177 00:12:02,750 --> 00:12:05,666 I of course went through all the decisions 178 00:12:05,666 --> 00:12:06,500 that were made. 179 00:12:06,500 --> 00:12:07,583 - That you made. 180 00:12:07,583 --> 00:12:10,750 - That were made in her treatment by me, yes, 181 00:12:11,583 --> 00:12:14,416 and on reflection there is one decision 182 00:12:14,416 --> 00:12:16,041 that I now think I got wrong. 183 00:12:16,041 --> 00:12:17,750 - Yeah, what was that? 184 00:12:18,833 --> 00:12:21,000 - In retrospect it was a mistake to allow her 185 00:12:21,000 --> 00:12:24,208 to continue to be treated in an outpatient context. 186 00:12:26,041 --> 00:12:27,583 - You can't lock me up for not playing 187 00:12:27,583 --> 00:12:28,958 football with retards. 188 00:12:30,083 --> 00:12:33,833 - We have a plan Gabriel, and you need to stick to it. 189 00:12:40,416 --> 00:12:41,500 - He doesn't know what the rule is Eric, 190 00:12:41,500 --> 00:12:43,541 tell him what the rule is. 191 00:12:43,541 --> 00:12:45,000 - What are you doing back here? 192 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:47,916 - I'm here to play, doctors orders. 193 00:12:48,791 --> 00:12:50,000 - No doctor orders me what to do. 194 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:53,458 - Look you don't understand alright, I have to. 195 00:12:53,458 --> 00:12:55,250 - If you can make friends with him you can play. 196 00:12:56,291 --> 00:12:58,833 Christopher, you ready for this guy to make friends? 197 00:12:58,833 --> 00:13:00,000 - And learn the rules. 198 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:01,625 - Yeah, he has to learn the rules. 199 00:13:01,625 --> 00:13:04,000 - Yeah, whatever it takes. 200 00:13:04,000 --> 00:13:08,625 - Go on then, I want us to be friends. 201 00:13:09,916 --> 00:13:10,750 Say it. 202 00:13:12,666 --> 00:13:15,708 - I want us to be friends man, please. 203 00:13:15,708 --> 00:13:17,416 - And Christopher, you have to forgive him 204 00:13:17,416 --> 00:13:19,416 for what he did to yah because that's what we do 205 00:13:19,416 --> 00:13:22,833 when somebody's truly sorry for what they've done, right? 206 00:13:22,833 --> 00:13:24,583 - Okay. - So tell him. 207 00:13:26,500 --> 00:13:27,500 - I forgive you. 208 00:13:28,833 --> 00:13:30,458 - Good, let's shake on it. 209 00:13:34,916 --> 00:13:38,708 (gentle guitar music) 210 00:13:38,708 --> 00:13:40,000 Okay then, let's play. 211 00:13:45,166 --> 00:13:49,041 [Eric] Okay guys, great game today, well played everybody. 212 00:13:49,041 --> 00:13:53,875 Right let's collect the bibs, well played Shawn, 213 00:13:53,875 --> 00:13:55,500 those drills are really paying off. 214 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:01,041 Okay guys, well player Robert. 215 00:14:01,041 --> 00:14:01,958 - [Christopher] What's your number? 216 00:14:04,791 --> 00:14:06,500 - Sorry. 217 00:14:06,500 --> 00:14:08,958 - I need your number, or you need mine. 218 00:14:08,958 --> 00:14:10,333 Otherwise how are we supposed to stay in touch 219 00:14:10,333 --> 00:14:11,166 and make arrangements? 220 00:14:11,166 --> 00:14:12,875 - We're not. 221 00:14:12,875 --> 00:14:14,958 - That's what friends do actually in case you didn't know. 222 00:14:17,125 --> 00:14:17,958 - Everything good here? 223 00:14:17,958 --> 00:14:19,916 - Yeah I'm just waiting to swap numbers. 224 00:14:21,416 --> 00:14:25,458 - He thinks we're supposed to stay in touch as friends. 225 00:14:26,541 --> 00:14:28,125 - Well you better give it to him then. 226 00:14:33,333 --> 00:14:36,333 Okay guys, all back to the car park. 227 00:14:38,875 --> 00:14:40,041 See you next week guys. 228 00:14:42,958 --> 00:14:45,625 (phone ringing) 229 00:15:03,291 --> 00:15:04,125 - Hello. 230 00:15:05,958 --> 00:15:08,250 Yeah I can't right now I'm kinda busy. 231 00:15:09,958 --> 00:15:12,083 No later's no good either, I'm rehearsing. 232 00:15:13,750 --> 00:15:14,583 Tomorrow? 233 00:15:14,583 --> 00:15:15,958 No I'm playing a show. 234 00:15:16,916 --> 00:15:17,958 (doorbell ringing) 235 00:15:17,958 --> 00:15:20,833 Listen I gotta go somebody's just come round. 236 00:15:20,833 --> 00:15:22,791 (doorbell ringing) 237 00:15:22,791 --> 00:15:25,916 Yeah, yeah, another friend, alright bye. 238 00:15:30,333 --> 00:15:33,500 (door slams) 239 00:15:36,583 --> 00:15:42,416 (snoring) 240 00:15:42,416 --> 00:15:44,833 - Do you start with the biggest drum or the smallest one? 241 00:15:45,708 --> 00:15:46,916 - What are you doing here? 242 00:15:47,958 --> 00:15:50,000 - Well you said you were playing tonight. 243 00:15:50,000 --> 00:15:52,416 So I looked up your name and found your bands name. 244 00:15:52,416 --> 00:15:53,625 Then I looked up that name and found out 245 00:15:53,625 --> 00:15:55,291 you were playing here tonight before another band 246 00:15:55,291 --> 00:15:56,583 that's better then you. 247 00:15:56,583 --> 00:15:58,166 Then I looked up the bus timetables. 248 00:15:58,166 --> 00:16:00,583 - Listen you can't be here right now okay. 249 00:16:00,583 --> 00:16:01,916 - Everything okay? 250 00:16:01,916 --> 00:16:02,791 - You cool for tonight yeah? 251 00:16:02,791 --> 00:16:03,625 - Yeah. 252 00:16:03,625 --> 00:16:07,041 - Hi I'm Gabriel's friend Christopher. 253 00:16:07,041 --> 00:16:08,083 Are you his friend too? 254 00:16:08,083 --> 00:16:09,500 - I'll just get the gear. 255 00:16:20,041 --> 00:16:21,416 - Did you know that the average height 256 00:16:21,416 --> 00:16:23,125 of the top five goalkeepers in the world 257 00:16:23,125 --> 00:16:24,625 is one meter 92 centimeters, 258 00:16:24,625 --> 00:16:26,166 that's six foot three and a half inches. 259 00:16:26,166 --> 00:16:28,208 - Can you please stop talking about goalkeeping. 260 00:16:28,208 --> 00:16:29,708 - Can you please not touch me. 261 00:16:31,041 --> 00:16:33,208 - Listen I kind of need to come across as together 262 00:16:33,208 --> 00:16:35,958 right now, especially in front of those lads. 263 00:16:35,958 --> 00:16:36,791 You're not helping. 264 00:16:36,791 --> 00:16:37,625 - [Christopher] Well I'm trying to help. 265 00:16:37,625 --> 00:16:39,125 - I don't want you to help. 266 00:16:39,125 --> 00:16:40,541 Look it's not you man, alright, 267 00:16:40,541 --> 00:16:44,708 it's your, you know your mental health issue. 268 00:16:44,708 --> 00:16:46,791 - I don't have a mental health issue, 269 00:16:46,791 --> 00:16:48,416 I have Asperger's, it's a syndrome, 270 00:16:48,416 --> 00:16:49,583 not a mental health issue. 271 00:16:49,583 --> 00:16:50,916 - Whatever. 272 00:16:50,916 --> 00:16:53,541 - You have a mental health issue, Eric told me, 273 00:16:53,541 --> 00:16:54,458 he said that you have bipolar 274 00:16:54,458 --> 00:16:56,000 and also maybe one or two other things. 275 00:16:56,000 --> 00:16:57,625 - Alright, just keep talking about goalkeeping, 276 00:16:57,625 --> 00:16:59,000 just keep it down will yah. 277 00:16:59,000 --> 00:17:00,416 - You gonna do the sound check are yah? 278 00:17:00,416 --> 00:17:01,333 - Yeah two minutes. 279 00:17:02,958 --> 00:17:04,416 Don't touch that. 280 00:17:06,791 --> 00:17:08,500 - Some really famous goalkeepers are actually 281 00:17:08,500 --> 00:17:12,166 only one meter 73 centimeters or five foot eight inches. 282 00:17:12,166 --> 00:17:15,333 (audience applauding) 283 00:17:16,875 --> 00:17:17,875 - Thank you. 284 00:17:25,208 --> 00:17:27,166 Hey sorry I was a bit dead tonight. 285 00:17:29,416 --> 00:17:31,083 - What's with your little friend? 286 00:17:32,250 --> 00:17:34,625 - He's not my friend man, he's just 287 00:17:34,625 --> 00:17:36,125 a guy I play football with. 288 00:17:38,041 --> 00:17:40,458 - You're playing football now are yah? 289 00:17:40,458 --> 00:17:44,166 - Yeah, just get fit you know, stay sharp, 290 00:17:45,125 --> 00:17:47,041 it's kind of a charity thing too. 291 00:17:48,250 --> 00:17:49,708 - We better get the gear off. 292 00:17:50,625 --> 00:17:52,458 - Yeah sorry it's private back here. 293 00:17:53,500 --> 00:17:56,083 - Just I sorted your equipment out. 294 00:17:56,083 --> 00:17:57,000 - What you do with it? 295 00:18:01,958 --> 00:18:05,041 (gentle piano music) 296 00:18:09,750 --> 00:18:11,291 You packed the entire stage down by yourself 297 00:18:11,291 --> 00:18:13,250 in 15 minutes? 298 00:18:13,250 --> 00:18:15,000 - I'm good at organizing things. 299 00:18:16,000 --> 00:18:17,250 You're better then the listing magazine 300 00:18:17,250 --> 00:18:18,166 said you would be. 301 00:18:19,333 --> 00:18:20,750 A little better I mean. 302 00:18:22,958 --> 00:18:25,208 (laughing) 303 00:18:26,166 --> 00:18:27,250 - Do you fancy a beer? 304 00:18:27,250 --> 00:18:28,416 - By law I'm not allowed to have alcohol 305 00:18:28,416 --> 00:18:29,583 for 44 more days. 306 00:18:29,583 --> 00:18:32,041 - Yeah it's getting a bit late for you anyway isn't it? 307 00:18:32,041 --> 00:18:34,333 - I think you've just earned the right to break the law. 308 00:18:36,500 --> 00:18:38,416 - At the moment I'm one meter 80 centimeters 309 00:18:38,416 --> 00:18:40,875 or five foot 11 inches, but I'm only 17 310 00:18:40,875 --> 00:18:42,791 and your body doesn't stop growing until you're at least 311 00:18:42,791 --> 00:18:45,250 22 or older, so I think I'll be okay. 312 00:18:45,250 --> 00:18:47,708 - Yeah you're never gonna be six foot three. 313 00:18:47,708 --> 00:18:49,208 How tall is your dad? 314 00:18:49,208 --> 00:18:50,833 - I don't know, the last time I saw him 315 00:18:50,833 --> 00:18:52,833 I was only three years old, and I wasn't interested 316 00:18:52,833 --> 00:18:55,041 in goalkeeping then so I didn't ask him. 317 00:18:56,416 --> 00:18:59,000 He lives in another country now so I don't see him. 318 00:18:59,000 --> 00:19:00,500 - So you just live with your mom then? 319 00:19:01,875 --> 00:19:03,708 - No I live in St Cosmas. 320 00:19:03,708 --> 00:19:06,333 - What's that, like a home? 321 00:19:06,333 --> 00:19:09,416 - It's not a home, it's a residential unit 322 00:19:09,416 --> 00:19:12,125 for young people with so called developmental disorders 323 00:19:12,125 --> 00:19:13,958 who's families find it hard to cope. 324 00:19:15,625 --> 00:19:17,583 My mom lives with her new partner Jeremy 325 00:19:17,583 --> 00:19:19,916 but I'm moving back in to live with her when I'm 18. 326 00:19:25,416 --> 00:19:26,750 [Christopher] Do you live with your mom and dad I said? 327 00:19:26,750 --> 00:19:27,791 - They're both dead. 328 00:19:27,791 --> 00:19:29,833 - [Christopher] How did they die? 329 00:19:29,833 --> 00:19:30,666 - Doesn't matter. 330 00:19:32,166 --> 00:19:33,583 - Did they get knocked over? 331 00:19:34,541 --> 00:19:36,000 Or murdered? 332 00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:38,666 Or did they die of AIDS? You can treat AIDS now 333 00:19:38,666 --> 00:19:40,416 but maybe they caught it before then. 334 00:19:40,416 --> 00:19:43,208 - My dad had a heart attack and my mom killed herself okay. 335 00:19:44,166 --> 00:19:45,333 - Awkward. 336 00:19:45,333 --> 00:19:46,333 - What do you mean awkward? 337 00:19:46,333 --> 00:19:48,541 - Having to tell people your mother killed herself. 338 00:19:48,541 --> 00:19:50,291 How did she do it? 339 00:19:50,291 --> 00:19:52,916 - Awkward isn't the word that I'd choose, 340 00:19:52,916 --> 00:19:56,333 you could say selfish or stupid, or tragic, 341 00:19:56,333 --> 00:19:59,083 or you could just shut up, and not say anything at all. 342 00:20:02,333 --> 00:20:03,791 - Did she do it in some really embarrassing way 343 00:20:03,791 --> 00:20:05,083 you don't want to talk about? 344 00:20:05,083 --> 00:20:08,458 - Yeah that's exactly it, can we change the subject please? 345 00:20:08,458 --> 00:20:09,291 - Okay. 346 00:20:12,291 --> 00:20:13,708 How tall was your father? 347 00:20:13,708 --> 00:20:15,125 - I said let's change the subject. 348 00:20:15,125 --> 00:20:16,916 - I am changing the subject, I'm talking about 349 00:20:16,916 --> 00:20:17,916 goalkeepers again. 350 00:20:19,541 --> 00:20:23,166 - Look, thanks for helping me pack down the kit and all 351 00:20:23,166 --> 00:20:24,791 but tonight was a once off okay. 352 00:20:24,791 --> 00:20:26,458 - Are you not playing anymore concerts? 353 00:20:26,458 --> 00:20:29,041 - No, you're not to show up at anymore concerts. 354 00:20:29,041 --> 00:20:31,125 Or anywhere else around the band. 355 00:20:35,125 --> 00:20:36,291 - Do you play football? 356 00:20:37,875 --> 00:20:39,333 - Do I look like I play football? 357 00:20:40,625 --> 00:20:41,625 - Not regularly. 358 00:20:43,166 --> 00:20:45,250 (laughs) 359 00:20:48,166 --> 00:20:52,291 - You're funny. [To Gabriel] Maybe you just found your new roadie. 360 00:20:54,791 --> 00:20:55,625 - I gotta go. 361 00:21:05,541 --> 00:21:06,750 - Drink your beer man. 362 00:21:18,833 --> 00:21:21,666 (door opens) 363 00:21:26,791 --> 00:21:29,458 - Eric I drank beer. 364 00:21:29,458 --> 00:21:30,750 - [Eric] Hey, hey keep it down. 365 00:21:30,750 --> 00:21:33,333 - I drank four big glasses of beer Eric. 366 00:21:33,333 --> 00:21:34,541 - Where were yah? 367 00:21:36,416 --> 00:21:37,833 Okay let's get you up to bed. 368 00:21:38,958 --> 00:21:40,333 - That's my personal space. 369 00:21:40,333 --> 00:21:41,666 - Okay, okay but let's lower the volume, 370 00:21:41,666 --> 00:21:42,750 who gave you the beer? 371 00:21:43,708 --> 00:21:47,000 - My new friend Gabriel, and his friends, Pearse and Toss. 372 00:21:49,500 --> 00:21:53,208 Eric, I don't like beer. 373 00:22:02,750 --> 00:22:04,000 - I think we'll have to keep an eye 374 00:22:04,000 --> 00:22:04,833 on that new friend of yours. 375 00:22:08,125 --> 00:22:09,708 - That will be easy from now on. 376 00:22:12,083 --> 00:22:14,666 (gentle music) 377 00:22:39,500 --> 00:22:42,125 - No, no, I told yah. 378 00:22:42,125 --> 00:22:43,708 - He told me to come. 379 00:22:43,708 --> 00:22:45,625 - It's what you've been begging for isn't it, 380 00:22:45,625 --> 00:22:46,458 road crew. 381 00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:50,125 It's taking you about an hour to set up these days 382 00:22:50,125 --> 00:22:53,250 so maybe Christopher here can save us all some time yeah. 383 00:22:55,750 --> 00:22:57,000 We're gonna grab a coffee, 384 00:22:57,958 --> 00:22:59,666 be ready to play when we get back. 385 00:23:06,083 --> 00:23:08,083 - Listen this isn't gonna work. 386 00:23:08,083 --> 00:23:10,333 - Of course it will, I remember everything 387 00:23:10,333 --> 00:23:11,250 from the last day. 388 00:23:19,666 --> 00:23:21,958 It's kind of like LEGO but with much less pieces. 389 00:23:21,958 --> 00:23:23,416 (drum cymbals) 390 00:23:23,416 --> 00:23:24,541 Do you have LEGO? 391 00:23:24,541 --> 00:23:25,416 - [Gabriel] When I was a kid. 392 00:23:25,416 --> 00:23:27,083 - [Christopher] What sets did you have? 393 00:23:27,083 --> 00:23:28,916 - [Gabriel] I can't remember. 394 00:23:28,916 --> 00:23:30,250 - [Christopher] What age are you? 395 00:23:30,250 --> 00:23:31,833 - [Gabriel] 24. 396 00:23:31,833 --> 00:23:32,833 - You probably had the building site 397 00:23:32,833 --> 00:23:35,333 with the cement mixer, catalog number 423. 398 00:23:36,625 --> 00:23:39,250 Or the electric railway catalog number 454. 399 00:23:40,500 --> 00:23:41,916 - I actually did have the railway. 400 00:23:42,833 --> 00:23:46,041 My dad couldn't get it to work. 401 00:23:46,041 --> 00:23:48,333 - There were some faulty batches. 402 00:23:48,333 --> 00:23:50,541 - How can you possibly know there were faulty batches 403 00:23:50,541 --> 00:23:52,791 in LEGO train sets 15 years ago? 404 00:23:52,791 --> 00:23:54,458 - Because I'm interested in LEGO. 405 00:23:56,333 --> 00:24:00,708 - Hey, can you not say anything about my mental health 406 00:24:00,708 --> 00:24:04,833 to the other guys, can we just keep that a secret? 407 00:24:04,833 --> 00:24:06,791 As a favor to a friend. 408 00:24:06,791 --> 00:24:10,416 - Okay and in return you can practice penalties with me. 409 00:24:12,250 --> 00:24:13,083 Deal? 410 00:24:14,750 --> 00:24:15,583 - Yeah. 411 00:24:24,916 --> 00:24:26,791 - I'll show you my bass rig. 412 00:24:35,833 --> 00:24:37,583 - He's kind of works isn't he? 413 00:24:39,041 --> 00:24:40,708 - Yeah I guess. 414 00:24:42,125 --> 00:24:44,708 - And you're starting to feel better yeah? 415 00:24:44,708 --> 00:24:48,666 - Yeah, yeah no I feel a lot clearer, clean. 416 00:24:48,666 --> 00:24:52,125 - At the show next week there's a management guy coming, 417 00:24:52,125 --> 00:24:53,250 big guy. 418 00:24:53,250 --> 00:24:54,708 - Are you serious? 419 00:24:54,708 --> 00:24:58,875 That's great man, yeah look good management is all we need. 420 00:24:58,875 --> 00:25:00,958 - So we've got to be kicking, he's looking for energy. 421 00:25:02,541 --> 00:25:06,000 Thursday night you're our crew, wear black. 422 00:25:07,833 --> 00:25:09,125 - Are white shoes okay? 423 00:25:11,541 --> 00:25:13,583 (laughs) 424 00:25:13,583 --> 00:25:15,166 - Yeah white shoes are fine man. 425 00:25:17,833 --> 00:25:20,916 (gentle piano music) 426 00:25:28,416 --> 00:25:30,791 ♪ Drug squad, mug shot ♪ 427 00:25:30,791 --> 00:25:33,166 ♪ Startled blue eyes ♪ 428 00:25:33,166 --> 00:25:36,541 ♪ All those years of falling ♪ 429 00:25:36,541 --> 00:25:39,125 ♪ Years of lies ♪ 430 00:25:39,125 --> 00:25:43,875 ♪ Still beneath your paperweight skin ♪ 431 00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:46,791 ♪ I see the little boy longing ♪ 432 00:25:46,791 --> 00:25:50,458 ♪ Just to be let in ♪ 433 00:25:50,458 --> 00:25:54,958 ♪ Baby baby ♪ 434 00:25:54,958 --> 00:25:59,958 ♪ All I see is who you grew into ♪ 435 00:26:00,666 --> 00:26:07,500 ♪ But baby, baby, through your evil eyes ♪ 436 00:26:08,875 --> 00:26:14,041 ♪ I still see you just as a child ♪ 437 00:26:23,333 --> 00:26:27,916 ♪ Wander nights in slippers and rain ♪ 438 00:26:27,916 --> 00:26:30,625 ♪ You don't know these streets ♪ 439 00:26:30,625 --> 00:26:34,083 ♪ Don't know your own name ♪ 440 00:26:34,083 --> 00:26:38,708 ♪ CCTV shows angry and gray ♪ 441 00:26:38,708 --> 00:26:41,666 ♪ Where's that little girl looking ♪ 442 00:26:41,666 --> 00:26:44,416 ♪ For a friend to stay ♪ 443 00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:45,666 (phone ringing) 444 00:26:45,666 --> 00:26:47,500 - [Receptionist] Hello Grosvenor Psychiatric Clinic. 445 00:26:47,500 --> 00:26:50,041 - Could I speak to Dr Flahavan please? 446 00:26:50,041 --> 00:26:51,041 - [Receptionist] The doctors out of the office 447 00:26:51,041 --> 00:26:51,875 at the moment. 448 00:26:51,875 --> 00:26:52,791 - When will she be back? 449 00:26:52,791 --> 00:26:53,916 - [Receptionist] She's finished for the week, 450 00:26:53,916 --> 00:26:55,166 is it an emergency? 451 00:26:55,166 --> 00:26:58,625 - No, no it's not an emergency. 452 00:26:58,625 --> 00:27:05,791 ♪ Baby through your crazy days I still see you ♪ 453 00:27:05,791 --> 00:27:08,083 - [Alice] Hi leave a message after the tone. 454 00:27:10,166 --> 00:27:12,875 - I know what you said but I really need to talk to yah 455 00:27:12,875 --> 00:27:15,000 so please call me. 456 00:27:16,333 --> 00:27:17,916 I really need to talk to someone. 457 00:27:17,916 --> 00:27:19,916 (door opens) 458 00:27:24,250 --> 00:27:26,500 I was just looking for something. 459 00:27:28,208 --> 00:27:29,041 - Cool. 460 00:27:30,166 --> 00:27:36,166 ♪ But baby, my baby I still see right through ♪ 461 00:27:37,666 --> 00:27:40,083 ♪ When I see you ♪ 462 00:27:40,083 --> 00:27:42,833 ♪ I see my child ♪ 463 00:27:44,750 --> 00:27:47,833 (rhythmic drum beat) 464 00:28:09,250 --> 00:28:11,416 Whoa, hold on. 465 00:28:13,541 --> 00:28:15,500 What height are you again? 466 00:28:15,500 --> 00:28:17,833 - One meter, 80 centimeters. 467 00:28:21,916 --> 00:28:22,750 - Goaled yah. 468 00:28:25,500 --> 00:28:26,708 - That was cheating. 469 00:28:26,708 --> 00:28:28,250 - Yeah, under what rule? 470 00:28:32,916 --> 00:28:35,916 (breathing heavily) 471 00:28:44,583 --> 00:28:47,583 - Christopher, sit yourself for a few minutes okay. 472 00:28:47,583 --> 00:28:48,458 Take a break. 473 00:28:52,916 --> 00:28:54,791 What was that all about? 474 00:28:54,791 --> 00:28:55,833 - It was just a joke. 475 00:28:56,875 --> 00:28:58,666 - Okay the goal stands, one-nil. 476 00:28:58,666 --> 00:29:00,416 Georgina you're in goals now okay. 477 00:29:01,875 --> 00:29:03,291 - He's completely over reacting. 478 00:29:03,291 --> 00:29:04,416 - Yeah don't worry about it son. 479 00:29:04,416 --> 00:29:06,166 - No but if that's how he deals with anything 480 00:29:06,166 --> 00:29:07,791 that doesn't go exactly his way I mean, 481 00:29:07,791 --> 00:29:09,791 how's he gonna get on in the real world? 482 00:29:10,916 --> 00:29:11,750 - Maybe he's not. 483 00:29:13,416 --> 00:29:14,416 Look I know you're bipolar and all 484 00:29:14,416 --> 00:29:16,125 but try not to be an arsehole as well. 485 00:29:31,416 --> 00:29:33,958 - Look I didn't mean to upset yah. 486 00:29:33,958 --> 00:29:35,708 Alright it was just a stupid joke. 487 00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:38,416 - Well it was stupid. 488 00:29:41,166 --> 00:29:42,541 And you never came to practice penalties 489 00:29:42,541 --> 00:29:43,583 which is breaking our deal. 490 00:29:43,583 --> 00:29:46,166 - I'll come tomorrow, promise. 491 00:29:48,208 --> 00:29:50,250 - Don't say you will if you won't. 492 00:29:58,583 --> 00:30:01,166 (gentle music) 493 00:30:27,791 --> 00:30:31,208 (discordant instruments) 494 00:30:35,750 --> 00:30:37,000 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 495 00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:38,708 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 496 00:30:38,708 --> 00:30:40,166 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 497 00:30:40,166 --> 00:30:42,875 ♪ La la la la la ♪ 498 00:30:42,875 --> 00:30:44,125 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 499 00:30:44,125 --> 00:30:45,708 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 500 00:30:45,708 --> 00:30:47,041 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 501 00:30:47,041 --> 00:30:49,791 ♪ La la la la la ♪ 502 00:30:49,791 --> 00:30:50,833 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 503 00:30:53,041 --> 00:30:55,625 (gentle music) 504 00:31:03,500 --> 00:31:04,708 You're a bit late. 505 00:31:04,708 --> 00:31:05,916 - Yeah I got lost. 506 00:31:07,875 --> 00:31:09,791 You want to introduce me to your mate? 507 00:31:11,083 --> 00:31:11,916 - Roly. 508 00:31:15,541 --> 00:31:16,875 We don't have lots of things in common 509 00:31:16,875 --> 00:31:18,458 but we're both Asperger's. 510 00:31:18,458 --> 00:31:22,250 - Asperger's, that's like autism right? 511 00:31:22,250 --> 00:31:24,416 - Technically Asperger's is on the autism spectrum 512 00:31:24,416 --> 00:31:26,666 but it's completely different to real autism. 513 00:31:26,666 --> 00:31:28,666 Many of the greatest minds ever have been aspe, 514 00:31:28,666 --> 00:31:31,541 Einstein, Beethoven, David Byrne. 515 00:31:31,541 --> 00:31:33,416 Roly organized a petition for us asking 516 00:31:33,416 --> 00:31:34,250 to have our own private area, 517 00:31:34,250 --> 00:31:35,875 but they won't even listen to us. 518 00:31:37,416 --> 00:31:39,125 Glen has real autism, completely different, 519 00:31:39,125 --> 00:31:40,750 I don't have anything in common with him. 520 00:31:43,208 --> 00:31:44,041 - Right. 521 00:31:46,708 --> 00:31:47,541 - Want to see my LEGO? 522 00:31:49,583 --> 00:31:51,625 - Sure let's do that. 523 00:31:55,208 --> 00:31:57,958 - They gave me my own special space for it 524 00:31:57,958 --> 00:32:00,750 because people tried to touch it like Glen. 525 00:32:00,750 --> 00:32:03,166 You're not allowed to touch it either, just look. 526 00:32:06,583 --> 00:32:09,833 This is the gym, with the steam room and jacuzzi, 527 00:32:10,750 --> 00:32:13,458 and there's a cinema with a real working screen 528 00:32:13,458 --> 00:32:14,333 from a phone. 529 00:32:14,333 --> 00:32:16,625 (laughs) 530 00:32:16,625 --> 00:32:17,708 - How long did it take yah? 531 00:32:17,708 --> 00:32:20,541 - About five years, I started it just after I arrived. 532 00:32:21,458 --> 00:32:23,333 I build each new set once to see how it's done 533 00:32:23,333 --> 00:32:25,125 and then I break it and use the pieces to add rooms 534 00:32:25,125 --> 00:32:26,958 to my super mansion. 535 00:32:26,958 --> 00:32:27,791 - Cool. 536 00:32:33,625 --> 00:32:35,041 Hey so the window's open. 537 00:32:36,916 --> 00:32:41,916 - They're not supposed too, but that one is broken I think. 538 00:32:42,458 --> 00:32:44,000 - So you could escape anytime. 539 00:32:47,166 --> 00:32:48,875 - Come on we need to practice now. 540 00:33:10,041 --> 00:33:11,250 - You approve of this? 541 00:33:13,541 --> 00:33:14,666 - Yeah I'm starting to. 542 00:33:15,625 --> 00:33:16,916 - He could get hurt. 543 00:33:17,875 --> 00:33:20,583 - Well the way I see it is, if he's gonna stand 544 00:33:20,583 --> 00:33:22,750 any chance of living independently 545 00:33:22,750 --> 00:33:25,416 he's gonna have to get used to getting hurt. 546 00:33:25,416 --> 00:33:27,208 Only question is will it be worth it. 547 00:33:28,833 --> 00:33:32,458 - No, but people like that, rock bands, 548 00:33:32,458 --> 00:33:33,750 that's not the real world. 549 00:33:35,750 --> 00:33:37,208 - Well maybe that's a good thing. 550 00:33:38,333 --> 00:33:39,583 Maybe he'll fit right in. 551 00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:47,000 (upbeat rock music) 552 00:33:49,416 --> 00:33:52,500 - He's here okay, this is the one. 553 00:33:52,500 --> 00:33:54,875 Let's go out there and kill it, alright. 554 00:34:00,916 --> 00:34:03,916 (audience cheering) 555 00:34:05,125 --> 00:34:06,291 - See you on the other side yeah? 556 00:34:06,291 --> 00:34:07,125 - Yeah. 557 00:34:18,250 --> 00:34:20,416 - Why aren't you going on to play? 558 00:34:20,416 --> 00:34:21,958 - Just getting my head straight. 559 00:34:22,958 --> 00:34:26,416 - But it is straight, compared to what it used to be I mean. 560 00:34:27,583 --> 00:34:28,708 - Any more word of wisdom? 561 00:34:29,958 --> 00:34:31,416 - Don't make any mistakes. 562 00:34:35,416 --> 00:34:37,000 - I'll try not to. 563 00:34:38,500 --> 00:34:41,666 (audience applauding) 564 00:34:43,916 --> 00:34:45,916 (drums) 565 00:34:49,750 --> 00:34:52,750 (upbeat rock music) 566 00:35:08,916 --> 00:35:12,708 ♪ I try to take a look at your soul ♪ 567 00:35:12,708 --> 00:35:16,416 ♪ They say the eyes are the windows ♪ 568 00:35:16,416 --> 00:35:20,416 ♪ But yours are empty black holes ♪ 569 00:35:20,416 --> 00:35:24,125 ♪ From all the lies that you've told ♪ 570 00:35:24,125 --> 00:35:27,541 ♪ And the world's your eye ♪ 571 00:35:27,541 --> 00:35:31,125 ♪ You drive your fancy big cars ♪ 572 00:35:31,125 --> 00:35:34,833 ♪ You wanna be a rock star ♪ 573 00:35:34,833 --> 00:35:37,958 ♪ Just who the hell do you think you are ♪ 574 00:35:37,958 --> 00:35:42,958 ♪ But this is chance to make it alright ♪ 575 00:35:45,791 --> 00:35:50,791 ♪ It's all in our hands, let's stand up and fight ♪ 576 00:35:52,875 --> 00:35:57,875 ♪ 'cause this is the time to shout it out loud ♪ 577 00:36:00,333 --> 00:36:05,333 ♪ If you make every change, if you get with the crowd ♪ 578 00:36:07,791 --> 00:36:10,666 ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh ♪ 579 00:36:10,666 --> 00:36:14,000 ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh ♪ 580 00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:17,583 ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh ♪ 581 00:36:17,583 --> 00:36:21,791 ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh ♪ 582 00:36:21,791 --> 00:36:24,791 ♪ Oh oh oh oh oh oh ♪ 583 00:36:26,625 --> 00:36:30,541 (audience cheers and applauds) 584 00:36:38,750 --> 00:36:41,750 (energetic music) 585 00:36:47,666 --> 00:36:49,250 - You guys were amazing tonight. 586 00:36:50,666 --> 00:36:53,333 - I'm not in the band, I'm jut helping. 587 00:36:53,333 --> 00:36:54,666 - Well you help them be amazing, 588 00:36:54,666 --> 00:36:56,791 you gonna join us for a beer? 589 00:36:58,083 --> 00:37:00,750 - I have to finish packing up the gear, 590 00:37:00,750 --> 00:37:02,208 plus I don't like beer. 591 00:37:02,208 --> 00:37:06,583 - Okay vodka then, we'll come find you when you're finished. 592 00:37:16,333 --> 00:37:18,541 - Man that was the tightest we've ever been. 593 00:37:18,541 --> 00:37:20,333 The tightest I've ever been anyway. 594 00:37:26,333 --> 00:37:28,083 - Yeah, he's really interested. 595 00:37:29,208 --> 00:37:30,125 - And? 596 00:37:31,041 --> 00:37:32,333 - We're meeting again next week. 597 00:37:33,833 --> 00:37:36,583 - Yeah. - That's brilliant man. 598 00:37:36,583 --> 00:37:37,791 That's brilliant. 599 00:37:40,458 --> 00:37:41,500 - Let's celebrate. 600 00:37:41,500 --> 00:37:44,250 - Guys I can't, early start you know. 601 00:37:45,458 --> 00:37:46,458 You lads go for it. 602 00:37:47,833 --> 00:37:49,416 Alright. - Alright. 603 00:37:54,958 --> 00:37:55,916 - To bright lights. 604 00:38:00,291 --> 00:38:01,500 You haven't even touched your beer. 605 00:38:02,416 --> 00:38:03,958 - [Gabriel] Water's fine mate honestly. 606 00:38:05,208 --> 00:38:06,125 - Hi. - Hey. 607 00:38:09,166 --> 00:38:10,416 - A beer for my man. 608 00:38:11,208 --> 00:38:13,666 - Oh thanks but I don't like beer, 609 00:38:13,666 --> 00:38:15,833 also someone else is getting me a drink. 610 00:38:15,833 --> 00:38:18,166 - Yeah sorry, we're having a band meeting here. 611 00:38:19,166 --> 00:38:21,875 - Alright then, come on darling, 612 00:38:21,875 --> 00:38:23,750 we know when we're not wanted. 613 00:38:23,750 --> 00:38:26,666 - Listen it's not a good idea, you and her. 614 00:38:26,666 --> 00:38:28,791 - Don't mind him, I don't bite. 615 00:38:28,791 --> 00:38:31,083 Or if I do you'll enjoy it. 616 00:38:31,083 --> 00:38:32,333 - I'm going for my drink now. 617 00:38:35,833 --> 00:38:38,500 - Ah, he's allowed a bit of fun. 618 00:38:42,166 --> 00:38:43,000 (knocking on door) 619 00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:45,000 - Hurry up I'm freezing. 620 00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:47,416 - We're nearly there. 621 00:38:51,916 --> 00:38:53,916 (sings) 622 00:38:53,916 --> 00:38:56,125 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 623 00:38:56,125 --> 00:38:58,000 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 624 00:38:58,000 --> 00:39:00,083 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 625 00:39:00,083 --> 00:39:02,333 ♪ La la la la la la ♪ 626 00:39:02,333 --> 00:39:05,875 ♪ The movers and the ♪ 627 00:39:05,875 --> 00:39:08,416 - Supposed to be practicing penalties with Christopher. 628 00:39:08,416 --> 00:39:10,125 - He's probably still in bed, he's been staying out 629 00:39:10,125 --> 00:39:12,875 really late going to concerts with some girl. 630 00:39:12,875 --> 00:39:15,958 Eric says he's taking the P-I-S-S. 631 00:39:15,958 --> 00:39:17,791 - So where's Mr Lovermans crash pad? 632 00:39:20,166 --> 00:39:21,750 Where does he sleep? 633 00:39:21,750 --> 00:39:24,041 - First floor, room four. 634 00:39:24,041 --> 00:39:24,875 - Thanks. 635 00:39:26,791 --> 00:39:28,666 ♪ La la la la la la ♪ 636 00:39:28,666 --> 00:39:30,125 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 637 00:39:30,125 --> 00:39:32,083 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 638 00:39:32,083 --> 00:39:34,000 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 639 00:39:34,000 --> 00:39:36,125 ♪ La la la la la la ♪ 640 00:39:36,125 --> 00:39:37,833 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 641 00:39:37,833 --> 00:39:42,291 - Hey, so I'm gonna clap my hands four times 642 00:39:42,291 --> 00:39:44,791 and when I do you all start playing together yeah. 643 00:39:45,708 --> 00:39:48,000 Alright, one, two, three, four. 644 00:39:50,083 --> 00:39:51,833 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 645 00:39:51,833 --> 00:39:53,583 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 646 00:39:53,583 --> 00:39:55,291 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 647 00:39:55,291 --> 00:39:57,583 ♪ La la la la la la ♪ 648 00:39:57,583 --> 00:39:59,041 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 649 00:39:59,041 --> 00:40:00,791 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 650 00:40:00,791 --> 00:40:02,541 ♪ The movers and the makers ♪ 651 00:40:02,541 --> 00:40:05,583 ♪ La la la la la la ♪ 652 00:40:05,583 --> 00:40:07,333 - The thing is girls don't really treat you 653 00:40:07,333 --> 00:40:09,166 like you're different like boys do. 654 00:40:09,166 --> 00:40:10,625 I think because all boys are so different 655 00:40:10,625 --> 00:40:12,041 to all girls that when you're a little bit 656 00:40:12,041 --> 00:40:14,041 more different they don't really notice. 657 00:40:16,208 --> 00:40:18,041 - Your concentrations way off today. 658 00:40:19,333 --> 00:40:20,791 Listen man there's something you should know 659 00:40:20,791 --> 00:40:23,083 about girls like Jamie. 660 00:40:24,541 --> 00:40:26,416 They're into bands not people. 661 00:40:27,875 --> 00:40:30,000 They don't always tell the truth. 662 00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:30,833 - You shouldn't say things like that 663 00:40:30,833 --> 00:40:34,416 about somebody who's thinking about being my girlfriend. 664 00:40:34,416 --> 00:40:36,208 She said she was your girlfriend for a while. 665 00:40:36,208 --> 00:40:39,333 - Yeah for about two minutes when I was off my face. 666 00:40:39,333 --> 00:40:40,666 Look I'm not saying it to be mean alright, 667 00:40:40,666 --> 00:40:45,416 it's just you deserve someone you can trust, 668 00:40:45,416 --> 00:40:49,416 and trust you back, actually believe in you, you know. 669 00:40:49,416 --> 00:40:51,125 - What are the rules for making people believe in you? 670 00:40:51,125 --> 00:40:52,041 - [Gabriel] There aren't any rules man. 671 00:40:52,041 --> 00:40:53,500 - There must be some rules. 672 00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:57,541 - I don't know, I guess you just show them 673 00:40:57,541 --> 00:40:59,666 what you're really feeling inside. 674 00:40:59,666 --> 00:41:00,958 - But suppose you show them what you're really 675 00:41:00,958 --> 00:41:03,250 feeling inside and they don't really like it? 676 00:41:09,541 --> 00:41:11,000 Now you're not concentrating. 677 00:41:23,333 --> 00:41:26,875 - She took an overdose, my mom. 678 00:41:29,083 --> 00:41:34,041 Paracetamol, took her like four days to die. 679 00:41:35,083 --> 00:41:37,125 - My mom takes paracetamol sometimes. 680 00:41:38,333 --> 00:41:40,166 - She was conscious for most of that time 681 00:41:40,166 --> 00:41:43,916 but she wouldn't let me in to see her. 682 00:41:48,708 --> 00:41:50,208 She wouldn't even say goodbye. 683 00:41:56,083 --> 00:41:58,208 - Maybe she had too much on her plate as it is, 684 00:42:00,125 --> 00:42:01,333 that's what my mom says. 685 00:42:03,166 --> 00:42:05,500 Did you catch your mental illness from her? 686 00:42:05,500 --> 00:42:09,916 - Yeah maybe, maybe that's it. 687 00:42:12,833 --> 00:42:13,791 - What's it like? 688 00:42:14,875 --> 00:42:16,166 - What losing my mother? 689 00:42:16,166 --> 00:42:17,583 - No your mental illness. 690 00:42:20,875 --> 00:42:23,708 - It's like on the days you're up anything can happen, 691 00:42:25,541 --> 00:42:29,041 you're like Batman, nothing's impossible. 692 00:42:32,125 --> 00:42:33,708 - That's more like Superman Batman doesn't have 693 00:42:33,708 --> 00:42:34,916 any actual powers. 694 00:42:36,083 --> 00:42:39,416 - Yeah Superman then, and then on the next day 695 00:42:39,416 --> 00:42:40,708 it's the total opposite. 696 00:42:42,708 --> 00:42:47,416 Nothing can happen, everything's impossible, 697 00:42:49,416 --> 00:42:50,291 you feel hopeless. 698 00:42:53,958 --> 00:42:55,416 - But luckily you're taking your medication now 699 00:42:55,416 --> 00:42:56,708 so you feel better. 700 00:42:56,708 --> 00:42:58,416 - You know what I don't feel better man. 701 00:43:00,416 --> 00:43:04,625 Just feel more and a lot of what I feel is sad 702 00:43:04,625 --> 00:43:07,583 and angry and ashamed and scared. 703 00:43:11,416 --> 00:43:15,208 - So just the normal emotions humans 704 00:43:15,208 --> 00:43:16,833 are supposed to have. 705 00:43:19,250 --> 00:43:22,666 (gentle guitar music) 706 00:43:22,666 --> 00:43:24,416 It's my birthday next Wednesday. 707 00:43:25,500 --> 00:43:30,500 - Yeah I'd totally forgotten, you're turning 18, big day. 708 00:43:30,500 --> 00:43:32,416 - Will you come to my birthday party? 709 00:43:33,625 --> 00:43:35,208 Is at 5:30 at my moms. 710 00:43:35,208 --> 00:43:37,125 - Your folks may not approve of me. 711 00:43:37,125 --> 00:43:37,958 - I'll be a responsible adult then 712 00:43:37,958 --> 00:43:39,708 so they can't tell me who to be friends with. 713 00:43:39,750 --> 00:43:40,750 (Gabriel laughs) 714 00:43:57,250 --> 00:44:00,333 (rhythmic drum beat) 715 00:44:07,500 --> 00:44:09,083 - Hi. 716 00:44:09,083 --> 00:44:11,083 - I thought you'd be in bed. 717 00:44:11,083 --> 00:44:13,291 - No my sleep's all over the place man. 718 00:44:13,291 --> 00:44:15,625 May as well practice as lie awake. 719 00:44:15,625 --> 00:44:17,000 Were you working late? 720 00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:20,333 - Yeah, yeah there was a problem that came up, 721 00:44:20,333 --> 00:44:23,416 sorted now, storm in a teacup. 722 00:44:23,416 --> 00:44:25,416 - Brought your bass with yah? 723 00:44:25,416 --> 00:44:28,666 - Yeah, yeah I had to get a bit of work done on it. 724 00:44:28,666 --> 00:44:29,916 The action was a bit out, 725 00:44:31,208 --> 00:44:32,916 I'm just gonna take this to my room. 726 00:44:32,916 --> 00:44:34,958 - Nah man, stay and have your beer. 727 00:44:36,500 --> 00:44:37,750 I don't miss it honestly. 728 00:44:47,083 --> 00:44:50,416 - You must be bored, off the spliff and the booze, 729 00:44:50,416 --> 00:44:51,500 stay in every night. 730 00:44:51,500 --> 00:44:53,250 - Well actually I'm out tomorrow night, 731 00:44:53,250 --> 00:44:56,875 well tea time, it's Christopher's birthday party. 732 00:44:56,875 --> 00:45:00,041 - Ah you don't have to do that mate. 733 00:45:00,041 --> 00:45:01,416 Can't you make an excuse. 734 00:45:01,416 --> 00:45:02,750 - Nah, nah I wanna go. 735 00:45:08,458 --> 00:45:10,833 - Well, you kids have fun. 736 00:45:10,833 --> 00:45:12,916 (laughs) 737 00:45:19,208 --> 00:45:20,500 - Hi. - Hey. 738 00:45:21,541 --> 00:45:23,041 - We were all waiting for you. 739 00:45:24,625 --> 00:45:27,666 - Yeah he's always been terrible at keeping time. 740 00:45:27,666 --> 00:45:30,083 - Well you're just in time for tea. 741 00:45:30,083 --> 00:45:33,750 Sausages, plain pasta with butter and broccoli, 742 00:45:33,750 --> 00:45:34,958 all nicely separated. 743 00:45:46,333 --> 00:45:49,458 - Hello you, Pearse told me there's 744 00:45:49,458 --> 00:45:51,125 a practice session tonight. 745 00:45:52,541 --> 00:45:55,083 - Yeah well he was winding you up. 746 00:45:55,083 --> 00:45:56,583 There was never a practice session tonight, 747 00:45:59,041 --> 00:46:01,000 besides you have a boyfriend now right. 748 00:46:02,750 --> 00:46:03,666 - Are you jealous? 749 00:46:05,083 --> 00:46:08,583 - So I believe you two know each other through the music. 750 00:46:08,583 --> 00:46:09,666 - Yeah. - Not really. 751 00:46:14,458 --> 00:46:17,291 Anyway, happy birthday man. 752 00:46:19,083 --> 00:46:20,291 It's just a small thing. 753 00:46:30,416 --> 00:46:32,541 - Cool that's what all the crew guys use. 754 00:46:32,541 --> 00:46:34,250 - I'd say you know all about that. 755 00:46:34,250 --> 00:46:35,083 - Sorry? 756 00:46:36,000 --> 00:46:38,583 - Don't mind me, I'm only teasing. 757 00:46:39,583 --> 00:46:41,250 - It's not nice to tease Jeremy. 758 00:46:44,583 --> 00:46:46,916 - What line of work are you in then? 759 00:46:46,916 --> 00:46:48,625 - How do you mean? 760 00:46:48,625 --> 00:46:50,416 - Well you're hardly making a living 761 00:46:50,416 --> 00:46:51,458 from drumming are yah? 762 00:46:52,500 --> 00:46:54,583 - We're doing alright actually, 763 00:46:54,583 --> 00:46:56,958 and my mom left me some money. 764 00:46:57,791 --> 00:47:00,000 - Well that's not gonna last forever is it. 765 00:47:00,000 --> 00:47:03,666 - Leave him alone Jeremy, you were young once. 766 00:47:03,666 --> 00:47:05,541 - I always made my own way. 767 00:47:05,541 --> 00:47:06,750 - Yeah doing what? 768 00:47:07,916 --> 00:47:10,291 - Doing whatever it took to put food on the table son. 769 00:47:12,416 --> 00:47:16,083 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 770 00:47:16,083 --> 00:47:19,875 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 771 00:47:19,875 --> 00:47:23,916 ♪ Happy birthday dear Christopher ♪ 772 00:47:23,916 --> 00:47:28,041 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 773 00:47:29,458 --> 00:47:32,958 (cheering and applauding) 774 00:47:44,875 --> 00:47:47,625 - We'd better be getting his nibs back to the unit. 775 00:47:47,625 --> 00:47:49,625 We're supposed to be at the club at seven o'clock. 776 00:47:51,458 --> 00:47:52,416 - What's the unit? 777 00:47:53,916 --> 00:47:56,666 - Can you not let him finish his cake for God sake Jeremy. 778 00:47:56,666 --> 00:47:58,833 - I'm just saying we don't wanna be late. 779 00:48:00,666 --> 00:48:04,041 - Mom, when can we start bringing my stuff back here? 780 00:48:05,666 --> 00:48:06,666 There's quite a lot. 781 00:48:08,583 --> 00:48:10,041 - I'm going up to get changed. 782 00:48:12,666 --> 00:48:14,166 - Mom. 783 00:48:14,166 --> 00:48:15,916 - We'll wait and see love. 784 00:48:15,916 --> 00:48:17,166 - Well we might need Jeremy's car. 785 00:48:18,041 --> 00:48:20,541 - Your stepdad has a lot of work on at the moment, 786 00:48:20,541 --> 00:48:22,125 please don't bother him now. 787 00:48:22,125 --> 00:48:25,666 - Okay, when can I bother him? 788 00:48:25,666 --> 00:48:26,666 - For goodness sake. 789 00:48:28,666 --> 00:48:32,541 We're having a nice time, can we not just enjoy the moment. 790 00:48:33,625 --> 00:48:35,791 - I, I have to go. 791 00:48:37,041 --> 00:48:38,541 - Oh really. 792 00:48:38,541 --> 00:48:39,416 - Yeah. 793 00:48:40,458 --> 00:48:44,583 Hey listen mate, let's practice penalties this week okay 794 00:48:44,583 --> 00:48:46,166 for as long as you want. 795 00:48:46,166 --> 00:48:48,083 - Okay. - Okay, alright. 796 00:48:49,666 --> 00:48:51,125 Happy birthday man. 797 00:48:51,125 --> 00:48:51,958 - Thanks. 798 00:48:54,125 --> 00:48:56,208 - [Mom] I'll see you out Gabriel, 799 00:48:57,166 --> 00:48:58,666 thanks a million for coming. 800 00:49:04,833 --> 00:49:07,000 - You can't do this to him. 801 00:49:07,000 --> 00:49:08,250 - I beg your pardon. 802 00:49:08,250 --> 00:49:10,833 - You're never gonna let him move back in here are yah? 803 00:49:10,833 --> 00:49:13,208 - I think I know what's best for my own son. 804 00:49:14,625 --> 00:49:16,916 There's a very good adult unit at St David's 805 00:49:16,916 --> 00:49:19,125 and they've agreed to take him. 806 00:49:19,125 --> 00:49:20,125 He'll be very happy there. 807 00:49:20,125 --> 00:49:23,041 - He's been living for this day, alright. 808 00:49:23,041 --> 00:49:24,541 When were you gonna tell him? 809 00:49:26,916 --> 00:49:29,291 - You don't have a child do yah? 810 00:49:29,291 --> 00:49:30,875 So you're not gonna understand. 811 00:49:32,125 --> 00:49:34,458 But if ever you do believe me, 812 00:49:34,458 --> 00:49:36,625 the one thing you'll want more then anything else 813 00:49:36,625 --> 00:49:38,458 is for them to find someone else in the world 814 00:49:38,458 --> 00:49:40,125 who loves them as much as you do. 815 00:49:42,416 --> 00:49:43,833 When you know that that's never gonna happen. 816 00:49:43,833 --> 00:49:44,833 - You give up on them. 817 00:49:46,916 --> 00:49:50,708 - You toughen up, you have to. 818 00:49:53,208 --> 00:49:54,333 - He's my friend. 819 00:49:56,833 --> 00:49:58,291 - Whatever that means to you. 820 00:50:00,333 --> 00:50:03,416 (somber piano music) 821 00:50:23,916 --> 00:50:25,583 - I thought you were out tonight? 822 00:50:25,583 --> 00:50:27,625 - Left early, where you going? 823 00:50:27,625 --> 00:50:31,333 - Just out, I've gotta run. 824 00:50:35,416 --> 00:50:38,416 (tense piano music) 825 00:51:01,958 --> 00:51:04,708 (loud drumming) ♪ You're lucky you're loaded ♪ 826 00:51:04,708 --> 00:51:08,041 ♪ Bullets exploding ♪ 827 00:51:08,041 --> 00:51:11,291 ♪ Blood is flowing ♪ 828 00:51:11,291 --> 00:51:13,125 ♪ Baby I know it ♪ 829 00:51:13,750 --> 00:51:16,250 (music stops) 830 00:51:33,541 --> 00:51:35,458 - I told them that we should tell yah. 831 00:51:40,208 --> 00:51:41,666 - What do you want to replace me? 832 00:51:41,666 --> 00:51:44,041 - It's the management guy, he thinks the drums 833 00:51:44,041 --> 00:51:46,000 need more life. 834 00:51:46,000 --> 00:51:47,250 - Yeah what do you think? 835 00:51:49,875 --> 00:51:51,625 - You don't play like you used to. 836 00:51:53,083 --> 00:51:55,958 - That's ridiculous, alright I'm more together now 837 00:51:55,958 --> 00:51:56,958 then I've ever been. 838 00:51:58,333 --> 00:52:00,958 You wanted me to get straight remember. 839 00:52:00,958 --> 00:52:01,791 You both did. 840 00:52:01,791 --> 00:52:04,333 - We just wanted you to be more workable with, 841 00:52:04,333 --> 00:52:05,833 you were out of control. 842 00:52:05,833 --> 00:52:07,458 - And now? 843 00:52:07,458 --> 00:52:09,416 - Now you're too in control. 844 00:52:10,416 --> 00:52:12,208 You've lost something, I'm sorry man. 845 00:52:14,541 --> 00:52:16,500 - Yeah well I can get it back, 846 00:52:17,875 --> 00:52:18,708 I can get it back easy alright, 847 00:52:18,708 --> 00:52:20,416 you just need to give me a chance. 848 00:52:21,708 --> 00:52:22,708 - It's not up to me. 849 00:52:27,750 --> 00:52:31,041 - I'll prove it to yah, I just need a couple of weeks, 850 00:52:32,583 --> 00:52:33,416 a week. 851 00:52:35,750 --> 00:52:37,750 (door slams) 852 00:52:46,000 --> 00:52:49,166 (somber guitar music) 853 00:53:12,875 --> 00:53:15,958 (rhythmic drum beat) 854 00:53:22,333 --> 00:53:24,625 - I thought you didn't have any shows until next month. 855 00:53:28,583 --> 00:53:31,291 Are you rehearsing today because Gabriel's 856 00:53:31,291 --> 00:53:33,458 supposed to be practicing penalties with me. 857 00:53:37,166 --> 00:53:38,208 I'm always free. 858 00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:47,208 - You sure about this? 859 00:53:48,625 --> 00:53:51,416 - Yeah why not, I mean he knows the gear 860 00:53:52,583 --> 00:53:54,583 and it's the biggest show of our lives. 861 00:53:54,583 --> 00:53:56,208 - Yeah but they're kind of friends though. 862 00:53:56,208 --> 00:53:57,041 Him and Gabriel. 863 00:53:58,666 --> 00:54:00,750 - I don't think there's much future in that friendship. 864 00:54:09,750 --> 00:54:12,833 (rhythmic drum beat) 865 00:55:19,750 --> 00:55:21,750 (door slams) 866 00:55:33,041 --> 00:55:35,541 (tense music) 867 00:56:11,708 --> 00:56:15,875 - Crews here, exactly like you did last time yeah. 868 00:56:15,875 --> 00:56:16,708 - Yeah. 869 00:56:36,916 --> 00:56:40,125 - Christopher this is Joey, 870 00:56:42,416 --> 00:56:44,250 he'll be playing with us this evening. 871 00:56:44,250 --> 00:56:45,291 - Playing what? 872 00:56:45,291 --> 00:56:48,541 - Drums, Joey, Christopher here has you all set up. 873 00:56:48,541 --> 00:56:50,208 - Thanks man, sweet. 874 00:56:50,208 --> 00:56:51,875 - Gabriel plays your drums. 875 00:56:51,875 --> 00:56:53,833 - Yeah but it will be Joey from now on. 876 00:56:54,833 --> 00:56:57,125 But don't worry we still want you to crew for us. 877 00:56:57,125 --> 00:57:00,458 [Toss] You're great at this man, plus we'll be paying yah. 878 00:57:00,458 --> 00:57:04,041 100 a show, more soon with any luck. 879 00:57:04,041 --> 00:57:05,333 - But Gabriel's my friend. 880 00:57:06,500 --> 00:57:07,750 - We're your friends too. 881 00:57:09,416 --> 00:57:10,833 - Not as much as he is. 882 00:57:14,166 --> 00:57:15,833 Oh you were only joking. 883 00:57:17,666 --> 00:57:20,625 - You, so you knew as well. 884 00:57:22,500 --> 00:57:24,541 You didn't even give me a chance to prove myself. 885 00:57:24,541 --> 00:57:25,416 - You've had your chance. 886 00:57:25,416 --> 00:57:27,041 - What he told you I was on medication. 887 00:57:28,916 --> 00:57:30,666 - We all know you're on medication. 888 00:57:31,583 --> 00:57:34,750 I don't give a shit if you're on heroin or lithium 889 00:57:34,750 --> 00:57:36,750 or your vitamins or horse tranquilizers. 890 00:57:37,708 --> 00:57:39,291 I don't give a shit if you're stark raving mad 891 00:57:39,291 --> 00:57:41,958 as long as you're the right type of mad for this band, 892 00:57:41,958 --> 00:57:42,791 and you're not. 893 00:57:44,583 --> 00:57:45,625 You never will be. 894 00:57:47,833 --> 00:57:48,666 You're done man. 895 00:57:51,125 --> 00:57:52,458 - Is that my kit up on stage? 896 00:57:53,708 --> 00:57:54,541 - It's band property. 897 00:57:54,541 --> 00:57:56,166 - And you set it up for him? 898 00:57:57,750 --> 00:57:59,750 You don't mind if I sound check then do yah? 899 00:58:00,958 --> 00:58:02,166 For old times sake. 900 00:58:17,958 --> 00:58:21,041 (rhythmic drum beat) 901 00:59:05,750 --> 00:59:07,833 Thank you and good night. 902 00:59:25,583 --> 00:59:27,208 - That was pretty intense. 903 00:59:45,125 --> 00:59:47,250 - Why are you kissing her? 904 00:59:47,250 --> 00:59:48,625 - Because it's meant to be. 905 00:59:49,708 --> 00:59:53,458 - We're friends, you're not supposed to kiss my girlfriend. 906 00:59:53,458 --> 00:59:55,458 - How retarded are you? 907 00:59:55,458 --> 00:59:57,708 We were never friends, and by the way 908 00:59:57,708 --> 00:59:59,916 because you completely missed the point 909 00:59:59,916 --> 01:00:02,333 your mom's never gonna let you back into her house. 910 01:00:02,333 --> 01:00:04,708 - Yes she is, in a few weeks. 911 01:00:04,708 --> 01:00:06,125 - No she's not, not ever. 912 01:00:07,000 --> 01:00:08,541 And you know what, she's right. 913 01:00:09,416 --> 01:00:11,000 When you get too old for St Cosmas 914 01:00:11,000 --> 01:00:13,125 she's just gonna ship you off to some other dump 915 01:00:13,125 --> 01:00:17,833 for grown up freaks. You're never moving home. 916 01:00:20,583 --> 01:00:23,458 - You shouldn't say that, not even as a joke, 917 01:00:23,458 --> 01:00:25,500 it's not a good joke. 918 01:00:25,500 --> 01:00:26,333 - A joke. 919 01:00:29,750 --> 01:00:31,666 I'll show you how serious I really am. 920 01:00:35,166 --> 01:00:36,000 You coming? 921 01:00:49,416 --> 01:00:51,166 - What is this place? 922 01:00:53,416 --> 01:00:54,833 - Do you have a light? 923 01:01:03,250 --> 01:01:04,083 Wait here. 924 01:01:09,791 --> 01:01:13,708 (suspenseful electronic music) 925 01:01:26,750 --> 01:01:28,750 (camera clicks) 926 01:01:59,625 --> 01:02:02,708 (fire alarm blaring) 927 01:02:04,583 --> 01:02:05,833 - Jesus, where were you? 928 01:02:05,833 --> 01:02:06,666 - Drive. 929 01:02:09,625 --> 01:02:10,458 Drive. 930 01:02:11,583 --> 01:02:15,250 (upbeat rock music) 931 01:02:15,250 --> 01:02:18,583 - Why do you want to go to Nevo's house? 932 01:02:26,583 --> 01:02:29,500 (doorbell ringing) 933 01:02:37,708 --> 01:02:40,250 Is she really gonna hire you? 934 01:02:40,250 --> 01:02:42,291 - She's come to see me play like seven times, 935 01:02:42,291 --> 01:02:43,666 what do you think? 936 01:02:43,666 --> 01:02:45,500 - Are you sure this is even her house? 937 01:02:45,500 --> 01:02:46,833 - I can see a light on. 938 01:02:48,666 --> 01:02:51,916 (police siren wailing) 939 01:02:54,541 --> 01:02:56,416 - I'm going. 940 01:02:56,416 --> 01:02:57,208 - So go. 941 01:03:00,666 --> 01:03:01,500 I don't need yah. 942 01:04:15,958 --> 01:04:17,958 - [Roly] Eric, Eric we have a big problem. 943 01:04:17,958 --> 01:04:18,791 - We know Roly. 944 01:04:18,791 --> 01:04:21,958 - No not this, another one, they've abolished us. 945 01:04:23,416 --> 01:04:24,416 - Sorry. 946 01:04:24,416 --> 01:04:26,791 - There won't be any Asperger's syndrome anymore, 947 01:04:26,791 --> 01:04:28,666 we'll all just be autistic. 948 01:04:28,666 --> 01:04:30,208 - Says who? 949 01:04:30,208 --> 01:04:32,625 - The American Psychiatric Association. 950 01:04:35,416 --> 01:04:37,166 - It was just a label Roly. 951 01:04:37,166 --> 01:04:39,416 - It was our label and they've abolished it. 952 01:04:39,416 --> 01:04:41,125 - Well it's the way of the world I'm afraid. 953 01:04:41,125 --> 01:04:43,125 - [Roly] Then the world isn't fair. 954 01:04:43,125 --> 01:04:45,291 - Roly this really isn't the moment. 955 01:04:50,166 --> 01:04:51,166 Christopher. 956 01:04:53,583 --> 01:04:55,833 ♪ Will you know ♪ 957 01:04:55,833 --> 01:05:00,250 - Breath in and out 958 01:05:00,666 --> 01:05:05,666 ♪ When it's over ♪ 959 01:05:07,583 --> 01:05:12,583 ♪ Will you know ♪ 960 01:05:15,041 --> 01:05:20,041 ♪ If you've got no destination ♪ 961 01:05:22,041 --> 01:05:25,958 ♪ And it's real sophistication ♪ 962 01:05:27,250 --> 01:05:29,125 (sobbing) 963 01:05:29,125 --> 01:05:31,458 ♪ Do you go ♪ 964 01:05:42,875 --> 01:05:51,041 ♪ When I'm older I will come home ♪ 965 01:05:57,250 --> 01:06:05,250 ♪ And shoulder you on my own ♪ 966 01:06:11,500 --> 01:06:15,416 ♪ But I have some reservations ♪ 967 01:06:16,916 --> 01:06:18,166 - [Gabriel] It's been two months. 968 01:06:20,416 --> 01:06:22,041 - You had a very extreme episode. 969 01:06:23,625 --> 01:06:27,250 Far better this than jail, or God forbid. 970 01:06:28,208 --> 01:06:30,416 - [Gabriel] At least with jail I'd have a release day. 971 01:06:31,333 --> 01:06:33,125 - Look the logic here is clear, 972 01:06:34,250 --> 01:06:36,041 in the absence of a family member 973 01:06:36,041 --> 01:06:39,083 or any other responsible person willing 974 01:06:39,083 --> 01:06:42,291 to oversee your treatment you need to stay 975 01:06:42,291 --> 01:06:43,625 in an inpatient setting. 976 01:06:45,958 --> 01:06:50,458 Do keep reaching out to people, build bridges, 977 01:06:50,458 --> 01:06:52,166 makes amends. 978 01:06:52,166 --> 01:06:56,625 - From in here, how? 979 01:06:57,583 --> 01:06:59,500 - You could try writing letters. 980 01:07:04,333 --> 01:07:07,500 (gentle guitar music) 981 01:07:09,541 --> 01:07:10,708 - [Gabriel] Dear Alice, 982 01:07:12,041 --> 01:07:15,500 I'm sorry for all the trouble and pain I've caused you. 983 01:07:15,500 --> 01:07:17,958 I hope some day you feel able to give me one more chance. 984 01:07:17,958 --> 01:07:21,833 Dear Toss, sorry about messing everything up for you, 985 01:07:21,833 --> 01:07:25,333 and for Pearse, I hope the new drummer is working out. 986 01:07:25,333 --> 01:07:28,916 To whom it may concern I want to apologize 987 01:07:28,916 --> 01:07:31,750 for setting myself on fire on your wall. 988 01:07:31,750 --> 01:07:34,125 I've mistaken your home for somebody else's, 989 01:07:34,125 --> 01:07:35,958 not that that excuses my behavior. 990 01:07:39,958 --> 01:07:40,916 Dear Christopher. 991 01:08:02,250 --> 01:08:04,125 - I've got a treat for you. 992 01:08:04,125 --> 01:08:04,958 - A letter? 993 01:08:09,416 --> 01:08:11,875 - And the doctor said you can have this back 994 01:08:11,875 --> 01:08:13,166 once you follow the rules. 995 01:08:18,916 --> 01:08:19,750 - Thanks. 996 01:08:26,083 --> 01:08:29,166 (somber piano music) 997 01:09:03,083 --> 01:09:06,166 - So no more nasty stomach cramps. 998 01:09:06,166 --> 01:09:08,000 - Gone, I feel good. 999 01:09:10,416 --> 01:09:12,833 I still haven't heard back from my sister, 1000 01:09:12,833 --> 01:09:14,750 or anybody else that I've written too. 1001 01:09:15,625 --> 01:09:18,166 - I'm afraid people do move on. 1002 01:09:18,166 --> 01:09:20,958 - It's just I've done everything that I've been asked to do. 1003 01:09:20,958 --> 01:09:23,125 - I think you're doing fantastically 1004 01:09:23,125 --> 01:09:25,208 but it's not up to me as you know. 1005 01:09:25,208 --> 01:09:27,458 - The tribunal would take your views onboard. 1006 01:09:28,833 --> 01:09:31,208 - Persevere with your sister, I really think 1007 01:09:31,208 --> 01:09:33,125 that's the best course. 1008 01:09:33,125 --> 01:09:36,291 There is one teeny thing that's raising some concern, 1009 01:09:36,291 --> 01:09:39,791 this new hobby of yours, and what it's costing you. 1010 01:09:39,791 --> 01:09:40,875 All these deliveries. 1011 01:09:43,250 --> 01:09:44,291 - It's my money. 1012 01:09:45,166 --> 01:09:47,916 - Of course it is, it's just with your previous history 1013 01:09:47,916 --> 01:09:51,000 of destroying and discarding things important to you. 1014 01:09:51,000 --> 01:09:54,583 - No look it's nothing like that I swear. 1015 01:09:54,583 --> 01:09:56,208 - Okay, no panic. 1016 01:09:57,333 --> 01:09:58,875 Seeing as you're doing so well we won't make 1017 01:09:58,875 --> 01:10:00,083 a big fuss about this. 1018 01:10:01,166 --> 01:10:02,541 - Thank you. 1019 01:10:02,541 --> 01:10:03,416 - For now. 1020 01:10:10,041 --> 01:10:12,125 - Easy guys, there's enough for everyone. 1021 01:10:14,791 --> 01:10:16,958 - Do I have to be in goals again? 1022 01:10:16,958 --> 01:10:18,250 - We'll take turns Georgina. 1023 01:10:29,166 --> 01:10:30,875 - Do you know anything about this? 1024 01:10:44,583 --> 01:10:45,750 - Christopher. 1025 01:10:59,833 --> 01:11:03,666 It arrived today, in a delivery lorry. 1026 01:11:05,500 --> 01:11:07,250 - It's got a couple of little things wrong. 1027 01:11:08,750 --> 01:11:10,708 - Yeah we all do son. 1028 01:11:15,000 --> 01:11:17,583 (upbeat music) 1029 01:11:56,666 --> 01:12:01,666 - I accept your apology because that's what you do 1030 01:12:02,458 --> 01:12:05,291 when somebody says they're sorry, or shows you. 1031 01:12:05,291 --> 01:12:07,000 If they're your friend especially. 1032 01:12:08,041 --> 01:12:11,708 - I was the shittiest friend you could have possibly had. 1033 01:12:11,708 --> 01:12:13,666 - Just because you got mentally ill again. 1034 01:12:20,625 --> 01:12:21,708 I'm still at the unit like you said. 1035 01:12:21,708 --> 01:12:25,666 - Look I was being crazy and mean when I said that. 1036 01:12:25,666 --> 01:12:28,333 - You were right, my mom prefers living with Jeremy 1037 01:12:28,333 --> 01:12:30,250 in the house and just seeing me for visits. 1038 01:12:31,791 --> 01:12:33,833 Jeremy pays for me to live in St Cosmas, 1039 01:12:33,833 --> 01:12:35,958 and he'll pay for me to move to St David's in a few weeks 1040 01:12:35,958 --> 01:12:37,875 once the paperwork is organized. 1041 01:12:42,708 --> 01:12:44,041 - I miss our practices. 1042 01:12:46,125 --> 01:12:48,333 - I could bring a ball next time. 1043 01:12:48,333 --> 01:12:50,416 - I don't think football is allowed here, 1044 01:12:51,333 --> 01:12:53,208 but please come again anyway. 1045 01:12:54,750 --> 01:12:55,791 Nobody else does. 1046 01:12:59,416 --> 01:13:02,083 - I don't have many other things in common with you. 1047 01:13:02,083 --> 01:13:04,333 (laughs) 1048 01:13:04,333 --> 01:13:09,041 - Yeah well, that's the best thing about yah. 1049 01:13:11,458 --> 01:13:12,833 - I had an idea. 1050 01:13:12,833 --> 01:13:13,958 - An idea? 1051 01:13:13,958 --> 01:13:16,958 - Well Roly had it but he said we could use it 1052 01:13:16,958 --> 01:13:18,750 if we wanted to. 1053 01:13:18,750 --> 01:13:19,958 - What kind of idea? 1054 01:13:32,875 --> 01:13:33,875 - What do you think? 1055 01:13:39,166 --> 01:13:41,916 - I think you're out of your mind and Roly. 1056 01:13:41,916 --> 01:13:43,958 - That' the exact point we're not. 1057 01:13:43,958 --> 01:13:45,291 - [Gabriel] Have you shared this with Eric? 1058 01:13:45,291 --> 01:13:46,416 - Yes. 1059 01:13:46,416 --> 01:13:48,083 - [Gabriel] And he was happy about it? 1060 01:13:48,083 --> 01:13:49,166 - He was really happy. 1061 01:13:50,083 --> 01:13:53,541 (laughs) 1062 01:13:56,500 --> 01:13:59,416 - Look you haven't thought this through okay. 1063 01:13:59,416 --> 01:14:01,166 I mean for a start there's my sister, 1064 01:14:01,166 --> 01:14:02,416 what's she gonna say. 1065 01:14:05,833 --> 01:14:07,416 - Maybe nothing. 1066 01:14:07,416 --> 01:14:09,166 - Then there's your mom. 1067 01:14:09,166 --> 01:14:12,041 - Sweetheart, you know we couldn't agree 1068 01:14:12,041 --> 01:14:13,708 to anything like that. 1069 01:14:13,708 --> 01:14:16,083 - Wait, let me get this straight. 1070 01:14:17,083 --> 01:14:20,791 - Then there's Dr. Flahavan, you haven't met her have yah? 1071 01:14:20,791 --> 01:14:21,625 - Not yet. 1072 01:14:22,500 --> 01:14:25,000 - In over 20 years of psychiatric practice 1073 01:14:25,000 --> 01:14:27,958 that is the single most unusual thing 1074 01:14:27,958 --> 01:14:29,541 I've heard uttered in this room. 1075 01:14:30,541 --> 01:14:32,458 I mean have you any scientific basis 1076 01:14:32,458 --> 01:14:33,666 for this idea of yours. 1077 01:14:39,958 --> 01:14:42,208 - And that's all before we get to the tribunal. 1078 01:14:42,208 --> 01:14:44,708 I mean what chance do you think we have of persuading them? 1079 01:14:44,708 --> 01:14:47,416 - A good chance, this is a completely logical argument. 1080 01:14:47,416 --> 01:14:48,416 - [Gabriel] I don't think that logic 1081 01:14:48,416 --> 01:14:49,500 is gonna be enough here. 1082 01:14:49,500 --> 01:14:50,333 - Why not? 1083 01:14:51,541 --> 01:14:55,041 Here are the rules and this is why we come under them. 1084 01:14:55,041 --> 01:14:57,083 We have an answer to every single question they could ask. 1085 01:14:57,083 --> 01:14:59,541 - Yeah and they have total discretion. 1086 01:14:59,541 --> 01:15:01,833 They can turn us down even if we do answer 1087 01:15:01,833 --> 01:15:03,125 every question they ask. 1088 01:15:06,291 --> 01:15:11,208 - Suppose it did work, would it make you happy? 1089 01:15:13,791 --> 01:15:17,250 - Yeah, yeah it would make me happy. 1090 01:15:20,041 --> 01:15:23,916 Alright, I'm in. 1091 01:15:27,541 --> 01:15:31,166 Look whatever happens just coming up with this man, 1092 01:15:31,166 --> 01:15:34,958 just trying, you've already done a huge thing for me. 1093 01:15:37,250 --> 01:15:38,875 Biggest thing anyone's ever done. 1094 01:15:39,750 --> 01:15:41,583 - You just need to practice your speech. 1095 01:15:42,625 --> 01:15:44,541 - No, no, you do. 1096 01:15:45,666 --> 01:15:47,333 They're never gonna listen to me, 1097 01:15:48,541 --> 01:15:49,666 they might just listen to you. 1098 01:15:57,958 --> 01:15:59,916 - Everybody's good at some things and... 1099 01:16:04,833 --> 01:16:07,333 Everybody's good at some things and... 1100 01:16:11,583 --> 01:16:13,666 Everybody's good at some things and... 1101 01:16:34,791 --> 01:16:36,958 - [Female] This is an impressive piece of research 1102 01:16:36,958 --> 01:16:41,541 you've presented Christopher, and you're right. 1103 01:16:41,541 --> 01:16:44,916 There is no specific legal bar to someone 1104 01:16:44,916 --> 01:16:48,291 with high functioning autism such as yourself 1105 01:16:48,291 --> 01:16:51,291 seeking to have a patient released into their care. 1106 01:16:52,958 --> 01:16:55,541 And between the one off payment your step father 1107 01:16:55,541 --> 01:16:58,125 has agreed to make and your future residential 1108 01:16:58,125 --> 01:17:00,750 care costs for yourself, and what remains 1109 01:17:00,750 --> 01:17:04,916 of Gabriel's own inheritance your idea 1110 01:17:04,916 --> 01:17:08,750 is in principle economically viable. 1111 01:17:10,083 --> 01:17:14,125 - [Male] What I have to ask is, why? 1112 01:17:15,708 --> 01:17:17,916 Why would you do this for someone who let you down 1113 01:17:17,916 --> 01:17:19,666 so badly in the past? 1114 01:17:19,666 --> 01:17:22,541 - And more importantly how can we be sure 1115 01:17:23,791 --> 01:17:26,166 that your commitment here today can survive 1116 01:17:26,166 --> 01:17:27,791 whatever the future might bring? 1117 01:17:44,416 --> 01:17:47,166 (chair scraping) 1118 01:18:07,666 --> 01:18:09,458 - Everybody's good at some things 1119 01:18:11,125 --> 01:18:12,583 and not good at other things. 1120 01:18:14,708 --> 01:18:16,208 People always says that. 1121 01:18:19,083 --> 01:18:20,166 But what if the things you're good at 1122 01:18:20,166 --> 01:18:22,541 aren't the right things for you to have a proper life? 1123 01:18:25,291 --> 01:18:26,958 Well it doesn't ruin your life if you're not good 1124 01:18:26,958 --> 01:18:30,750 at LEGO or football, but if you're not good 1125 01:18:30,750 --> 01:18:33,333 at understanding people when they're not telling the truth 1126 01:18:34,750 --> 01:18:36,125 then you're not allowed to have a job, 1127 01:18:37,000 --> 01:18:42,000 or a house or a wife, which isn't fair 1128 01:18:43,083 --> 01:18:44,666 because you're not the one not telling the truth 1129 01:18:44,666 --> 01:18:46,125 but you're the one being punished. 1130 01:18:46,125 --> 01:18:48,750 Eric, you're invading my space. 1131 01:18:48,750 --> 01:18:49,833 - [Male] Christopher this meeting is about 1132 01:18:49,833 --> 01:18:53,250 Gabriel's situation, not your own. 1133 01:18:53,250 --> 01:18:57,416 - No it's just the same with him, 1134 01:18:57,416 --> 01:18:59,041 the things he's not good at means that the things 1135 01:18:59,041 --> 01:19:00,875 he is good at don't count. 1136 01:19:28,291 --> 01:19:34,083 It's like LEGO, where you lose one piece 1137 01:19:34,083 --> 01:19:35,916 and you can't finish your kit you're building 1138 01:19:35,916 --> 01:19:37,833 because of that one piece you're missing. 1139 01:19:40,708 --> 01:19:43,500 So you throw it away, it's a waste 1140 01:19:46,416 --> 01:19:48,791 because somebody else might easily have 1141 01:19:48,791 --> 01:19:50,083 that piece you're missing. 1142 01:19:52,875 --> 01:19:54,750 He's good at understanding people but he's not good 1143 01:19:54,750 --> 01:19:56,083 at staying in control. 1144 01:19:57,250 --> 01:19:58,500 I'm good at staying in control 1145 01:19:58,500 --> 01:20:00,458 but I'm not good at understanding people. 1146 01:20:02,041 --> 01:20:04,083 We each have a piece the other one is missing. 1147 01:20:06,250 --> 01:20:07,583 So if we could just have a chance, 1148 01:20:07,583 --> 01:20:09,666 if you could just give us a chance 1149 01:20:10,583 --> 01:20:13,291 to share those things instead of two wasted people 1150 01:20:13,291 --> 01:20:14,500 there could be none. 1151 01:20:19,166 --> 01:20:20,416 - Thank you Christopher. 1152 01:20:25,458 --> 01:20:28,208 (chair scraping) 1153 01:20:34,250 --> 01:20:36,041 Well I think we've heard everything we need to. 1154 01:20:43,750 --> 01:20:44,791 - Have they listened to me? 1155 01:20:47,250 --> 01:20:48,833 Have they listened to me I said? 1156 01:20:50,041 --> 01:20:52,416 - [Gabriel] No mate I don't think they have. 1157 01:20:52,416 --> 01:20:53,875 - [Christopher] Why not? 1158 01:20:53,875 --> 01:20:56,250 - Because I think that they just can't imagine 1159 01:20:56,250 --> 01:20:59,958 the idea of somebody with a developmental disorder. 1160 01:20:59,958 --> 01:21:01,833 - Neuro diverse is our new word. 1161 01:21:01,833 --> 01:21:05,208 - Neuro diverse person like you standing guardian 1162 01:21:05,208 --> 01:21:07,541 to a mentally ill person like me. 1163 01:21:07,541 --> 01:21:12,125 - Can I ask on what basis are you so confident 1164 01:21:12,125 --> 01:21:14,416 that such an arrangement could actually work? 1165 01:21:16,333 --> 01:21:17,166 - Confident. 1166 01:21:18,250 --> 01:21:19,875 (Laughs) 1167 01:21:20,916 --> 01:21:24,416 Here's the thing people don't tell you about this. 1168 01:21:25,958 --> 01:21:29,166 Once you go over the edge, once you know where it is, 1169 01:21:29,166 --> 01:21:32,083 how close it's always been, how it's always gonna be there 1170 01:21:32,083 --> 01:21:34,166 just one tiny wrong step away, 1171 01:21:37,791 --> 01:21:39,166 confidence isn't something that I've been having 1172 01:21:39,166 --> 01:21:42,625 much of lately about the future, 1173 01:21:43,791 --> 01:21:46,041 about playing the drums or holding down a job 1174 01:21:46,041 --> 01:21:49,125 or having a relationship, or my family 1175 01:21:49,125 --> 01:21:51,250 ever wanting to see me again. 1176 01:21:52,250 --> 01:21:53,791 I can't honestly say that I'm confident 1177 01:21:53,791 --> 01:21:55,291 about anything anymore. 1178 01:21:59,291 --> 01:22:02,041 But the one thing that I do know 1179 01:22:02,041 --> 01:22:03,958 is that if I ever screw up again, 1180 01:22:03,958 --> 01:22:08,250 and I probably will some time he is always gonna be there. 1181 01:22:10,250 --> 01:22:11,875 I mean he just won't go away. 1182 01:22:13,833 --> 01:22:16,750 And I'm not just confident about that okay, I'm sure. 1183 01:22:18,291 --> 01:22:20,458 - You really believe you deserve to be given this chance? 1184 01:22:20,458 --> 01:22:22,750 - No I don't, 1185 01:22:31,208 --> 01:22:33,166 but he deserves to be given this chance 1186 01:22:35,625 --> 01:22:37,416 and I'm lucky enough to be a part of it. 1187 01:22:51,833 --> 01:22:52,875 - You have to take them exactly like they are 1188 01:22:52,875 --> 01:22:54,500 in the container. 1189 01:22:54,500 --> 01:22:55,333 - I know. 1190 01:22:56,333 --> 01:22:58,291 - I set an alarm on your phone to remind you. 1191 01:23:02,000 --> 01:23:03,583 And you have three sessions of therapy, 1192 01:23:03,583 --> 01:23:06,166 Monday, Wednesday and Friday, 10, 11 and 10 again. 1193 01:23:06,166 --> 01:23:08,541 - Have you not got packing to do? 1194 01:23:08,541 --> 01:23:11,083 - I'll call you every morning to make sure you remember. 1195 01:23:11,083 --> 01:23:12,083 I packed last night. 1196 01:23:13,250 --> 01:23:15,833 - Okay, but if anything weird happens alright, 1197 01:23:15,833 --> 01:23:16,666 or if anybody's mean to you. 1198 01:23:16,666 --> 01:23:21,041 - I'm 18, I'll remember everything you said. 1199 01:23:23,625 --> 01:23:25,041 These are all the places we're going. 1200 01:23:29,750 --> 01:23:34,750 - Amsterdam, Brussels, Berlin. 1201 01:23:37,041 --> 01:23:38,166 That's further then I ever got. 1202 01:23:44,041 --> 01:23:45,958 (car horn blaring) 1203 01:23:45,958 --> 01:23:46,791 - That's them. 1204 01:23:59,208 --> 01:24:01,625 - Oh hey, are you gonna bring that? 1205 01:24:01,625 --> 01:24:03,875 - They like football and their manager said 1206 01:24:03,875 --> 01:24:05,750 maybe we can practice on days off. 1207 01:24:05,750 --> 01:24:08,250 - Yeah it's just you might not have time you know. 1208 01:24:09,291 --> 01:24:11,583 - Well I can practice in my head anyway. 1209 01:24:11,583 --> 01:24:12,416 - Okay. 1210 01:24:19,416 --> 01:24:20,958 Could be useful for a drum tech. 1211 01:24:23,666 --> 01:24:24,625 - Very useful. 1212 01:24:25,750 --> 01:24:28,416 - You're gonna do great man, have fun. 1213 01:24:28,416 --> 01:24:29,541 See you in three weeks alright. 1214 01:24:29,541 --> 01:24:30,958 - Two weeks and five days. 1215 01:24:32,333 --> 01:24:33,708 Enjoy your new job too. 1216 01:24:46,291 --> 01:24:50,000 (bright piano music) 1217 01:25:27,458 --> 01:25:28,541 - Looks good Glen. 1218 01:25:30,125 --> 01:25:31,666 - Good luck. 1219 01:25:31,666 --> 01:25:32,500 - Thanks. 1220 01:25:33,541 --> 01:25:34,708 Alright Roly. 1221 01:25:34,708 --> 01:25:37,416 - Don't distract me, I'm filling out my application 1222 01:25:37,416 --> 01:25:38,250 for Stamford. 1223 01:25:38,250 --> 01:25:41,208 - Stamford, wow man hope you get in. 1224 01:25:41,208 --> 01:25:42,541 - Well of course I'll get in. 1225 01:25:49,291 --> 01:25:50,791 - So just a few parents right? 1226 01:25:51,750 --> 01:25:55,416 - Plus supporters and donors, 40 tops. 1227 01:25:55,416 --> 01:25:56,333 - 40 Jesus. 1228 01:25:57,791 --> 01:25:59,958 - You've done brilliantly getting the guys together. 1229 01:26:01,083 --> 01:26:02,625 I mean they're almost listenable now. 1230 01:26:02,625 --> 01:26:05,083 (laughs) Only joking. 1231 01:26:11,708 --> 01:26:14,041 - Alright so guys we're gonna play this 1232 01:26:14,041 --> 01:26:15,541 right through to the end okay. 1233 01:26:16,541 --> 01:26:19,666 We're gonna start and finish together alright. 1234 01:26:21,750 --> 01:26:22,583 Okay. 1235 01:26:58,000 --> 01:27:03,000 ♪ I did not lose my voice ♪ 1236 01:27:03,583 --> 01:27:11,416 ♪ I hid it where they could not laugh at it ♪ 1237 01:27:12,666 --> 01:27:16,125 ♪ For good or ill ♪ 1238 01:27:16,125 --> 01:27:24,041 ♪ Hid it until you spoke to me ♪ 1239 01:27:27,541 --> 01:27:30,625 ♪ I'm learning now ♪ 1240 01:27:30,625 --> 01:27:34,333 ♪ I'm learning quick ♪ 1241 01:27:34,333 --> 01:27:39,333 ♪ To use this voice to sing with it ♪ 1242 01:27:41,250 --> 01:27:48,291 ♪ To amplify, to tell you why ♪ 1243 01:27:48,291 --> 01:27:58,916 ♪ And how you are like me ♪ 1244 01:27:58,916 --> 01:28:03,916 ♪ How you are like me ♪ 1245 01:28:05,750 --> 01:28:12,958 ♪ How you are like me ♪ 1246 01:28:12,958 --> 01:28:16,083 ♪ Me ♪ 1247 01:28:16,083 --> 01:28:21,083 ♪ And how ♪ 1248 01:28:22,083 --> 01:28:27,083 ♪ I'm like you ♪ 1249 01:28:28,833 --> 01:28:33,833 ♪ I am like you ♪ 1250 01:28:35,000 --> 01:28:39,666 ♪ I am like you ♪ 1251 01:28:41,416 --> 01:28:44,875 (cheering and applauding) 1252 01:28:47,666 --> 01:28:52,250 (bright music) 1253 01:29:01,125 --> 01:29:05,083 ♪ Survivor scatters ♪ 1254 01:29:05,083 --> 01:29:09,291 ♪ And the seabird sings ♪ 1255 01:29:09,291 --> 01:29:11,416 ♪ So what should we fear ♪ 1256 01:29:11,416 --> 01:29:12,208 - Good job. 1257 01:29:13,125 --> 01:29:17,500 ♪ What trouble brings ♪ 1258 01:29:17,500 --> 01:29:20,916 ♪ What were we hoping ♪ 1259 01:29:20,916 --> 01:29:25,333 ♪ To get out of this ♪ 1260 01:29:25,333 --> 01:29:31,333 ♪ Some kind of momentary bliss ♪ 1261 01:29:33,458 --> 01:29:37,458 ♪ We waited for something ♪ 1262 01:29:37,458 --> 01:29:41,041 ♪ Something died ♪ 1263 01:29:41,041 --> 01:29:45,208 ♪ So I waited for nothing ♪ 1264 01:29:45,208 --> 01:29:49,166 ♪ And nothing arrived ♪ 1265 01:29:49,166 --> 01:29:53,208 ♪ It's our dearest ally ♪ 1266 01:29:53,208 --> 01:29:56,958 ♪ It's our closest friend ♪ 1267 01:29:56,958 --> 01:30:01,416 ♪ It's our darkest blackout ♪ 1268 01:30:01,416 --> 01:30:05,500 ♪ It's our final end ♪ 1269 01:30:05,500 --> 01:30:08,958 ♪ But here's sweet nothing ♪ 1270 01:30:08,958 --> 01:30:13,250 ♪ Let's start a new ♪ 1271 01:30:13,250 --> 01:30:18,250 ♪ From here on it's just me and you ♪ 1272 01:30:21,458 --> 01:30:25,333 ♪ I waited for something ♪ 1273 01:30:25,333 --> 01:30:28,916 ♪ And something died ♪ 1274 01:30:28,916 --> 01:30:33,416 ♪ So I waited for nothing ♪ 1275 01:30:33,416 --> 01:30:36,916 ♪ And nothing arrived ♪ 1276 01:30:36,916 --> 01:30:41,250 ♪ Well I guess it's over ♪ 1277 01:30:41,250 --> 01:30:45,208 ♪ I guess it's become ♪ 1278 01:30:45,208 --> 01:30:49,166 ♪ It's a losers table ♪ 1279 01:30:49,166 --> 01:30:53,125 ♪ But we've already won ♪ 1280 01:30:53,125 --> 01:30:57,250 ♪ It's a funny battle ♪ 1281 01:30:57,250 --> 01:31:01,416 ♪ It's a constant game ♪ 1282 01:31:01,416 --> 01:31:05,000 ♪ I guess I was busy ♪ 1283 01:31:05,000 --> 01:31:10,000 ♪ Wander nights in slippers and rain ♪ 1284 01:31:10,250 --> 01:31:13,125 ♪ You don't know these streets, ♪ 1285 01:31:13,125 --> 01:31:16,083 ♪ Don't know your own name ♪ 1286 01:31:16,083 --> 01:31:20,833 ♪ CCTV shows angry and gray ♪ 1287 01:31:20,833 --> 01:31:25,833 ♪ Where's that little girl looking for a friend to stay ♪ 1288 01:31:27,083 --> 01:31:32,291 ♪ Baby baby ♪ 1289 01:31:32,291 --> 01:31:37,291 ♪ All I see is who you grew into ♪ 1290 01:31:37,875 --> 01:31:42,833 ♪ But baby, baby ♪ 1291 01:31:42,833 --> 01:31:47,833 ♪ Through your crazy days I still see you ♪ 1292 01:31:48,416 --> 01:31:53,416 ♪ Just as a child ♪ 1293 01:31:54,125 --> 01:31:59,125 ♪ So hard to care ♪ 1294 01:31:59,416 --> 01:32:03,833 ♪ To find who's hiding in there ♪ 1295 01:32:03,833 --> 01:32:05,958 ♪ But I am gonna dive ♪ 1296 01:32:05,958 --> 01:32:09,541 ♪ Dive, dive down past your shifting shame ♪ 1297 01:32:09,541 --> 01:32:10,958 ♪ But I'm gonna dive ♪ 1298 01:32:10,958 --> 01:32:14,958 ♪ Dive, dive down past your losing game ♪ 1299 01:32:14,958 --> 01:32:16,333 ♪ I'm gonna dive ♪ 1300 01:32:16,333 --> 01:32:20,625 ♪ Dive, through back to where you were clear ♪ 1301 01:32:20,625 --> 01:32:23,291 ♪ And new born. ♪ 1302 01:32:32,000 --> 01:32:36,708 ♪ Baby, baby ♪ 1303 01:32:36,708 --> 01:32:41,708 ♪ All I see is who you grew into ♪ 1304 01:32:42,291 --> 01:32:47,291 ♪ But baby, my baby ♪ 1305 01:32:47,583 --> 01:32:52,625 ♪ I still see right through when I see you ♪ 1306 01:32:52,625 --> 01:32:56,166 ♪ I see my child ♪ 1307 01:33:04,541 --> 01:33:09,166 ♪ Lying still on your hospital bed ♪ 1308 01:33:09,166 --> 01:33:16,166 ♪ You're not speaking loud but I hear what you said ♪